DISCLAIMER: Catherine Marshall's beautiful story of Christy is owned by the LeSourd family. I am in no way seeking profit or credit for her story. I am continuing the story of Christy for my own amusement only. Any additions in story line and characters were invented by the writer. ======================= Title: The Rainy Night Author: Annie ======================= The moment Christy's eyes opened she knew she'd overslept. Gray clouds which darkened the sky gave the impression that it was early, but she wasn't fooled. She threw back the covers and immediately winced in pain. She'd forgotten about her sprained wrist! She fell back against the pillow, and lifted her bandaged arm to examine it. How could she have been so clumsy? She must have climbed on a chair dozens of times to pin up the children's artwork in the classroom, but yesterday after school she somehow lost her balance as she stepped down. She'd fallen awkwardly against one of the student's desks, severely spraining her wrist and breaking the ring finger on her right hand, as well as bruising her knee. By the time David returned with Dr. MacNeill, both wrist and finger were swollen and throbbing. Though Christy knew the doctor was tempted to scold her for carelessness, he'd been mercifully soothing and gentle while treating her injuries. A smile lingered on Christy's lips as she recalled how he had stayed for dinner, sitting beside her, keeping a careful eye on her throughout the meal, and playing checkers with her in the parlor afterward. He'd been kinder and more attentive than he had in a very long time. For one evening at least, the cautious, taciturn doctor was replaced by an open, friendly, even humorous Neil MacNeill. But she couldn't lay in bed daydreaming any longer! Christy climbed out of bed gingerly, taking care not to use her hand, which was swathed in bandages. She noticed that the bruise on her knee had begun to darken. It didn't hurt badly, but Christy was sorry that she hadn't mentioned it to the doctor. A glance at her clock showed her that she would almost certainly be late for school. Why hadn't Ruby Mae called for her? This day was not starting out very well. When Christy dashed into the kitchen, Ruby Mae was drying and putting away the breakfast dishes. "Miss Christy, are you awright?" she asked, staring at the young teacher's unusually frazzled appearance. "No disrespect, ma'am, but my Ma would say ya look like ya got up on the wrong side o' the bed." "I'm fine, Ruby Mae," Christy said. "I'm just running a little late." She automatically reached to smooth her hair with her injured right hand, and inhaled sharply at the twinge of pain. It took her a few moments to catch her breath. "Why don't you run along to school." "Yes ma'am. I'm real sorry there ain't much left to eat. Preacher was real hungry this mornin'. Oh, an' he says to tell you he's goin' off to Lyleton today, an' he'll prob'ly stay with Deacon Mattson again tonight." A sly grin spread across the girl's face. "I know he's goin' to see that new school teacher there. He's mighty took with her --" "That will be enough Ruby Mae. You'd better get to school now. I'll be there in a minute." Ruby Mae apologized once more and ran out the door. Christy grabbed the loaf of bread and awkwardly mangled it as she tried cut a slice, holding the knife with her left hand. There was no coffee left -- David must have finished that, too. She drained the last drops of milk from the pitcher into a cup, drank it, and crammed the bread into her mouth, then drew her cape about her shoulders. The morning lessons dragged by. Christy couldn't remember when so many slates were accidentally dropped and cracked, or when so many children coughed and fidgeted while she was trying to get the class to work quietly, or when so few hands were raised in answer to her questions. She felt clumsy writing on the board with her left hand, but using her right hand with its heavily padded splint and immobile wrist produced handwriting that was just as illegible. It was close to lunch time when she felt a light sting on her back. She spun quickly, but wasn't in time to see the pea-shooter in Creed Allen's hand. He smiled at her innocently. Christy was near the end of her temper, but she was sure she'd end up in tears if she tried to scold him now. Instead, she dismissed the class for lunch. As soon as the room was empty she dropped wearily into her chair, cradling her right wrist against her body. She knew she ought to go to the house for something to eat, but the morning's frustrations and difficulties had drained her. The few hours of sleep she got last night left Christy feeling ragged, rather than refreshed. When the medicine Dr. MacNeill had given her for the pain wore off, she'd been unable to get back to sleep until nearly dawn. Christy propped her left elbow on the desk and was leaning her forehead on her hand, eyes closed, when the sound of footsteps climbing the stairs interrupted her rest. "Miss Christy?" It was Ruby Mae's voice. "Yes?" Christy raised her head with as much energy as she could muster. "Miss Christy," the girl began, "I feel downright awful 'bout you missin' yer breakfast, 'specially with yer hand bein' hurt an' all." Ruby Mae quickly moved to the front of the room. Her voice was pleading. "Kin I bring ya sompthin' ta eat? I'll jes' run to the pantry and bring some cheese or whatever ya like. Won't ya let me, Miss Christy?" Christy nodded, and as soon as Ruby Mae had dashed out, she returned her head to its resting position on her palm. Her eyes closed within a few moments, and she was actually beginning to doze. It seemed as though only a minute had passed when the sound of footsteps again roused her. She didn't look up this time, assuming that it was Ruby Mae. "You don't look at all well, Miss Huddleston," said a deep voice at her side. Christy's head snapped up to see Neil MacNeill holding a plate of food! "Doctor MacNeill! You surprised me! I - I was expecting Ruby Mae," Christy blurted, embarrassed that she'd been caught napping. She didn't have the strength to try to explain her harried appearance. The doctor swiftly set down the plate and drew a chair close beside her, dropping his saddle bags at his side. "I should have made you stay home today," he said. "I knew you'd keep on straining your wrist until you damaged it further." He held out his hand, and she willingly place hers in it, trusting his gentle touch. With great care the doctor examined the splint on her fingers and then the bandages on her wrist. He looked up with a sharp expression. "I told you not to use this hand at all, but I see from the chalk dust and ink stains you disregarded my orders. Did you ask Ruby Mae to help you dress this morning?" he asked. Christy shifted nervously in her chair under Dr. MacNeill's intense gaze. Why did he make her blush? "Well, no," she began. "I was late, and she was making breakfast --" "Yes, she told me the sad story," he interrupted. His piercing eyes never left her face. "And I see that you didn't sleep well, either." He released her hand, and leaned forward. One arm rested on the back of Christy's chair and the other lay across the edge of her desk, nearly surrounding her. "You think a sprain is a little thing, but I tell you, if you don't allow the ligaments to rest completely, you'll inflame them even more, and prolong the swelling and pain." The doctor's stern face was close to hers, but he didn't appear to notice the rosy blush that now covered her neck and cheeks. Christy couldn't meet his eyes, so she looked down into her lap while he scolded her. She tried to muster her spirit as he continued the lecture. When he paused, she turned toward him and attempted to answer in her own defense. But to her surprise she found that her voice caught in her throat. Fatigue overwhelmed her, and Christy could only raise her head enough to look at his vest. Finally she choked out a few words, "I -- I'm sorry, Doctor." Neil immediately relented. "Christy, I never meant to hurt your feelings," he said in a much softer, deeper voice. His finger under her chin brought them face to face. "Please forgive me. I only want you to take better care of yourself. I'd rather pay you social calls than medical ones." He searched her face anxiously. "Do you understand?" Christy was flustered. She was used to the doctor's brusqueness, but it had been a long time since she'd heard such tender words from him. It was well before his wife had died when he'd last shown such an interest. She slowly nodded, and a quick wink from Neil brought a relieved smile to her lips. He laid his hand lightly on her shoulder as he pulled the plate toward her and said, "Eat your lunch now, Miss Huddleston. Do you need me to help you?" He grinned as she first stared in surprise and then playfully pushed his hand away. He added more seriously, "I'm going to give you something to ease the pain." He rummaged in his bags and selected a bottle of white powder. "Thank you," she said, and nibbled a generous slice of cheese. "But it really doesn't hurt as long as I keep it still." In reply, Dr. MacNeill only squinted sternly and reached into his pocket. As she watched, he pulled out what looked like a large handkerchief, tied off two corners, and slipped the loop over Christy's head. He gently brushed back her hair where he'd disturbed it and then drew her right arm into the sling. "Leave that on until I tell you otherwise," he said, a twinkle in his eyes as he adjusted the sling, letting his hand linger on hers. "You're not to use this arm at all." His eyes fastened on hers. "No arguments." Christy nodded again. She met his eye a little timidly. "I'll be more careful, Doctor MacNeill. I promise." He had remained close to her throughout their discussion. Now he leaned even closer. Christy's heart beat faster at the soft tickle of his hair against her cheek and the warmth of his hand on her neck. She instinctively tilted her head toward him as he whispered in her ear, "I wish I believed you!" She looked at him in astonishment, but he stopped her reply with a finger on her lips. He slid his chair back and glanced over at the doorway. "Girls and boys!" he called to the silent group that was gathered there, raptly observing the two of them. Christy felt her cheeks burning again, but Neil seemed even more cheerful. "Your Teacher will need your help this afternoon. She mustn't use her right arm, or else it won't heal. Will you help her?" The reply was a boisterous "Yessir!" as they tumbled back into the school room. * * * Neil's heart was in his throat as his horse cantered along the steep, winding trail. The day had been gray, and now the afternoon light was fading quickly as a storm threatened. His eyes scanned the woods about him, searching for Christy. This was the path she would most likely have taken, but he knew there were many others - all treacherous for a person impaired by an arm in a sling. Neil stopped frequently to call her name. The only reply was his own echo. His impulse was to urge Charlie to a full gallop, but he wouldn't take a chance of missing Christy in the heavy forest and undergrowth. Their bantering encounter at noontime seemed an age ago. Even as his eyes remained alert, his mind recalled what Zady Spencer and Ruby Mae had told him when he found them alone at the Mission house. Christy had discovered that little Wanda Ann Beck had no one to walk home with her, so she arranged for Ruby Mae to stay with the Spencers, and then set off with Wanda Ann on the long trek - the Becks' cabin was about halfway to El Pano. It was just like Christy to put the children's needs above her own, but Neil fumed at the thought of her walking such a great distance while injured, with a storm approaching! He tried to calm his rising fear, but he knew too well the dangers of the mountains. With every hill and bend in the trail, his hope rose and was dashed again. His anger turned on the preacher. Neil had nearly lost his temper when the girls told him David had taken the Mission's horse to go courting in Lyleton, leaving Christy with the lame mule. It was inexcusable to have left her alone while Alice was away! Occasionally Neil glanced at the thickening clouds. He reasoned that he'd surely find Christy safe at the Becks', but he couldn't stop his eye from restlessly searching, nor could he relax the nervous tightness in his chest. "Oh God," he breathed, "where is she? Please let her be all right." * * * As Neil's horse trotted into the Becks' yard, he closely observed the doorway of the cabin. Mrs. Beck and her children came out to greet him, but Christy was absent. His heart sank, even as his temper rose. Why wouldn't that woman stay in one place! He went through the ritual of greeting the family and inquiring after their health, although his mind was screaming in impatience to set out after Christy. The knot that had formed in his stomach at the school yard tightened even more. Finally, trying to sound calm, he asked, "Was Miss Huddleston here this afternoon?" Mrs. Beck replied, "Yep, that she was. She brung Wanda Ann home." "Is that right?" Neil went down on one knee and extended his hand to the little girl, who unhesitatingly came to him. "That was good of your Teacher, wasn't it?" Wanda Ann nodded emphatically. "Yessir. First-off I was kinda scared, but Teacher an' me sang while we was walkin', and then I weren't scared no more." She responded to Neil's encouraging smile with a shy grin. Mr. Beck, who'd joined his family, greeted the doctor. "Howdy Neil. Dolly asked the Teacher ta stay an' take supper with us, even spend the night, but she was all-fired set on gittin' back ta the Mission. I warned her she was shore ta be caught in the rain, but there weren't no two ways about it fer her." Mrs. Beck nodded in confirmation. "I see," Neil said, his anxiety about Christy growing with each minute. "But I've just come from there. I'm sure I would have seen her..." "Waal, she an' Wanda Ann come up the same way's you," Mr. Beck said, "but I figgered she'd have a fierce time on them steep paths if'n it started in with wind an' rain, so I sent her down 'long the river path." He nodded in the direction Christy had taken. "Hit's a piece longer, but easier goin', see?" Neil was already climbing into the saddle. "Thanks, George. The rain won't hold up much longer. I'd best be after her." And with that he turned his horse and rode off toward the river. * * * Christy couldn't remember a time when she'd been so annoyed with herself. The sling kept her from straining her wrist any further, but it also put her off balance as she walked. The bruise on her knee didn't make the journey any easier. She'd overestimated her strength, and now she would be caught in the rain. The clouds had thickened, and she regretted leaving the Becks' cabin. It would have been uncomfortable to sleep in a cramped bed with Wanda Ann, but she'd have been warm and dry. She stopped and leaned against a tree, trying to guess how close she was to home. Would it be farther to go on or go back? Christy assured herself she could make it, and tried to control her worry, but the image of hiking through the forest in the dark frightened her. She felt her energy draining. As she struggled to decide what to do, she heard the light patter of rain. The canopy of leaves still protected her, but she knew it was only a matter of time until she was soaked. She pulled her hood up over her head and rearranged the sling under her cape as comfortably as possible. She was preparing to proceed when another noise reached her ears. It was the sound of a horse's hoofbeats, growing louder quickly. Sudden apprehension caused her to step back behind a tree, trying to see who was approaching. As soon as the horse and rider came into view, she rushed forward with relief. "Neil!" Neil didn't wait for Charlie to stop before he leapt down. His hat tumbled off as he strode toward her, his arms spread wide. "Christy!" She never paused as she flew into his embrace. Her arm in its sling pressed against him. "Thank God," he sighed. Christy gripped his coat tightly and rested her cheek against Neil's chest while she caught her breath. Neither spoke or stirred for a minute, allowing their fears to melt away as they drew comfort from each other's touch. Finally they drew back. Neil held Christy's arms and examined her closely. "Are you all right?" She nodded and tried to smile convincingly. Her trembling hand betrayed her as she smoothed the strands of hair from her face. He reached out to help, lightly brushing the loose hair back over her forehead. Instead of releasing her, he stroked Christy's shoulders and arms. "You shouldn't be out alone, so far from home!" "I'm fine," she said, although he didn't seem convinced. "I was just at the Becks' cabin, taking Wanda Ann home." She looked up into his face as his hands came to rest on her shoulders. She finally felt safe. "I know. I was there myself." Neil intently studied her face, but Christy wasn't sure if he was angry or worried. He pulled off his gloves and felt her cheeks. "Christy, you're so cold." Neil's warm palms sent a tingle through her face. He reached for her left hand and removed the glove. "Your fingers are like ice!" While the doctor softly chafed her hand, she tried to explain, "That's just because I stopped to rest for a minute. I was very warm while I was walking. Really, I'm fine." Neil's voice grew stern, though his touch remained gentle. "You wouldn't have been fine in another few minutes. Didn't you know the rain was coming?" Before Christy could reply, Neil grasped her hand and led her toward his horse. With a nod of his head he directed her to climb into the saddle. "No, let me sit behind you." Christy pulled back, embarrassed at the thought of Neil holding her so closely. He kept a firm grip, and drew her forward again. "Christy, you can't hold onto me properly with your arm in a sling. Come, we don't have time to argue. The rain's picking up." Christy knew he was right. With reluctance she gave in, and gathered her skirt to step into the stirrup. Neil lifted her by the waist, but noticed her grimace of pain as she reached the saddle. "You're hurt!" His brusqueness was gone, and his voice was filled with concern. He reached up to touch her arm tenderly. "What is it, Christy -- have you strained your wrist again?" "No, it's not my wrist," she replied, although it did feel sore. "It's only a bruise on my knee. It's nothing." She adjusted her skirts, avoiding the doctor's piercing gaze. "I thought you were in a hurry." Neil looked at her suspiciously for another moment, and then handed Christy the reins. He retrieved his hat, put his own foot in the stirrup and swung up behind her. He reached around to take the reins again, gave Charlie a light touch with his heels, and they were off. Christy tried to keep a space between her and Neil, but the horse's jogging motion made this impossible. Less than a minute had passed when she felt his chin nudge her ear. "How did you bruise your knee?" he asked softly. "Did that happen today? Tell me, Christy." He had her surrounded, with an arm on either side, his chest against her shoulders, and his face leaning over to read her expression. Suddenly she felt too warm. Christy shifted nervously in the saddle before answering. "You see, when I fell yesterday, I bumped my knee." She rushed on before he could respond. "It hardly hurt at all. I didn't think anything of it. Why must you make so much of a bruise!" "Because you're in pain! Bruises and sprains don't get better with exercise -- they must rest to heal. And here you are, hiking all the way to the Becks'! What were you thinking?" The sharpness of his tone irritated Christy. "I was thinking of Wanda Ann! I couldn't let her walk all that way alone, could I?" She lifted her chin and twisted her head to return his glare. "But you could have stayed at the Becks'! I can't believe you walked all the way there from school, and then left when you knew the rain was coming!" Christy was running out of replies, but she was determined not to apologize for what she'd done. "I could have made it. I had my cape to keep me dry." She leaned forward, trying to avoid touching him at all. "Keep you dry!" Neil muttered. "Did you think about walking four miles in the dark?" She shuddered at at that, but only humphed in reply. They rode on in angry, uncomfortable silence. Arguing at such close range was difficult. Neither could walk away, as they were accustomed to doing, and they didn't know how to proceed. When the horse started down a bumpy incline, Neil put an arm around Christy's waist to steady her in the saddle, but she refused to lean back against him. Christy's tired mind was searching for a stinging comment that would put Neil in his place, when a sudden thought occurred. "Neil," she said in a softer tone, "You came to the Becks' house looking for me?" "Mmm-hmm." Christy thought another moment. The facts had been in front of her all along, but only now fit into place. "You went to the school, and followed me to the Becks', and then here?" A smile bloomed on her lips. He'd come looking for her! He'd been worried about her! Her heart swelled. The doctor gruffly affirmed it. "Of course I did. But if you'd waited at the school, I would have ridden the wee girl home myself." His voice was still accusing. "What induced you to run off like that? Didn't I tell you when I left this morning that I'd be back?" "How was I to know when you were coming?" she replied, on the defensive again. "I thought you meant you'd be back in the evening!" "I see!" His arm around her waist tightened, and his voice dropped to a teasingly low pitch. "Were you hurrying back home because you thought I'd be there?" His cheek brushed against her temple as he tried to glimpse her face, but Christy turned her head away to hide the blush which raced up her neck and cheeks. "Hmm? Is that it?" "Never mind, Doctor. That's of no interest to you." Still grinning, Neil loosened his hold on Christy's waist and sat up straight. He didn't pursue his question, but after a few moments of awkward silence he changed the subject. "It was very kind of you to walk home with Wanda Ann," he said softly. "Thank you, Doctor MacNeill." Christy breathed a sigh of relief, acknowledging that she would have been in serious trouble had he not found her. "And thank you for coming after me." After a minute, she relaxed against his chest, and rested her own injured arm on his as he held her securely. She heard the rain on the trees, but so far hadn't felt more than a drop or two. Her eyelids began to droop. They rode comfortably in the late afternoon dusk until the sound of the wind and rain grew stronger. Neil's voice broke their silence. "The heavy rain's only a few minutes away, Christy. We'll have to take shelter." Christy had been dozing as she leaned against Neil, but now was fully alert. Sure enough, the wind was increasing, and she felt the light but steady rain. "Are we near the Mission yet?" "No. George Beck sent you on this path to avoid the steep trails, but it's more than a mile longer." He stopped Charlie and slid off the horse's back, scanning the woods for a familiar landmark. Christy immediately felt the cold wind on her back. "What are you doing?" "The old Coburn cabin isn't far away. We'll stop there till the rain lets up." He grasped the reins and led the way off the trail into the heavy forest. Christy held onto the horse's mane tightly, keeping her eyes on the doctor's broad back, his tweed hat and the ends of his hair that curled out under the edges. Suddenly it seemed quite dark, though she knew it was only late afternoon. The sight of his confident stride calmed her nerves. Five minutes later they came upon a small cabin perched on a hillside. Neil turned to grin reassuringly at Christy. He reached up to help her out of the saddle, but instead of setting her on the ground, he kept her in his arms and carried her onto the porch. "I can walk!" She meant to frown, but somehow smiled as he turned with a flourish and deposited her on a weather-worn bench. His finger tapped her chin lightly, and he said, "Wait here for me. I'm going to put Charlie in that shed." He nodded toward a rickety shelter on the hill below the cabin. While he was gone, Christy slowly stood, gingerly testing her sore knee. The house seemed deserted, with all the windows shuttered, but she cautiously knocked on the door and called out. Silence confirmed that it was empty. The wind was spattering her with rain, but Christy wasn't at all tempted to go in alone. She waited shivering on the porch for the doctor to rejoin her. He wrapped his arm protectively around her as he pushed open the door. He explained, "It's been empty since Kyle's father died five or six years ago." Christy leaned against him, and didn't let go of his coat until their eyes adjusted to the dim interior. Even then she stayed close. Neil took a quick inventory of the room. "Well, we can stay dry. Someone left us firewood, I see." He patted Christy's shoulder. "I know it doesn't look like much, but you're safe here." In a short time, the fire was kindled. Neil placed a chair before the hearth, wiped it as clean as possible, and seated Christy. "Now tell me the truth," he said, standing before her, hooking his thumbs in his belt. "How badly did you hurt your knee? And I know your wrist pains you." His gaze was compassionate as he waited for her answer, but she knew there was no use in claiming to be all right. She was too tired to pretend, anyway. She looked down at her right arm, still hidden under her cape. "It aches a little." Neil remained attentive. "Go on." When Christy hesitated, he sank to one knee before her. "Don't be afraid to tell me, Christy." Christy carefully touched her knee, tracing the tender, bruised area. "It didn't bother me during school." She kept her face averted, dreading Dr. MacNeill's reaction. "While Wanda Ann and I were walking, my knee started to feel sore. I rested a while at the Becks', and I thought I'd be all right..." Her voice trailed off and she sighed wearily. The soft sound of rain on the roof filled in the silence as she braced herself for the doctor's criticism. She gaped in surprise as Neil lifted her hand and pressed it to his lips. "You amaze me, Miss Huddleston," he said quietly, earnestly. "Any ordinary mortal would have collapsed long ago, but when it comes to the children, you've more courage and endurance than anyone I know." The blazing fire behind Neil cast his face in shadow, but the admiration in his gaze shone clearly. He stroked her hand gently as their eyes met. Christy wasn't sure how long they remained in that position, but the sound of something banging startled them both. "It's only the door in the wind," he said. Her eyes followed him as he crossed the room and examined the latch. He peeked outside before closing the door securely. "It's pouring out there!" As he returned he spoke reassuringly. "We'll be fine. Now, let me take a look at that bruise and check your bandages. I'll give you something for your pain." He gathered his canteen and saddle bags, and glanced over with a mischievous twinkle. "Or should I save it for the ordinary mortals?" She couldn't help but smile. Christy's smile faded when he knelt once again before her. As much as she trusted the doctor, she still felt embarrassed, even apprehensive, at the thought of him examining her leg. They were alone! Her eyes darted nervously about the dim cabin, and then came back to Dr. MacNeill as he spread a small cloth and set out medicine and clean bandages. Her fears began to ease at his patient, mild expression. Finally she reached for her skirt and slowly revealed her knee. As Dr. MacNeill carefully drew down her thick stocking, his eyes grew round. The bruise was large and blackened. "How on earth did you walk all that way?" There was a three-legged stool beside the fireplace; he slid it under her foot, saying, "You must keep your knee elevated. I shouldn't have waited this long to examine it." He removed her shoe and bound her knee lightly. When that was done he brought another chair and sat beside her to change the bandages on her wrist and fingers. A little while later, after Christy had drunk the medicine he offered, the doctor asked, "Are you more comfortable?" She nodded as they listened to the steady rhythm on the roof and the occasional splash of drops coming through the ceiling. Neil said, "It won't let up any time soon. We'll not be able to travel any further tonight." Christy's answer was a very small "Oh." She shivered as a blast of wind blew through the cracks. "Don't fret, Miss Huddleston. Didn't I tell you you're safe here?" He turned up his palm, and after a moment of hesitation, Christy shyly placed her hand in his. "Thank you, Neil. I know I'm safe with you. I'd be out in this storm if it wasn't for you." She squeezed his hand. "Thank God you came after me." He winked at her and returned the pressure. "Thank God I found you," he whispered. Christy looked at him curiously, but Neil quickly rose as another gust rattled the door. "Let's see what we can do about that wind," he mused, scanning the one-room cabin. His eye lit on a bed in the corner. She watched as he dragged it toward the fireplace and pulled the straw mattress onto the floor He tilted the heavy frame on its side so that it created a low wall, facing the fireplace. In reply to her quizzical look he said, "This will block the drafts and keep the heat close." Christy smiled at his thoughtfulness, and was grateful for his energy - she felt hers draining. He repeated the operation on a second bed, so that the two "walls" formed an angle in front of the hearth, with Christy sitting in the middle of the enclosed area. She watched with growing embarrassment as Neil spread the saddle blanket over one of the mattresses. "When you want to lie down, I'll move the chair out of the way." He noticed her discomfort and chuckled. "Or else you can sit there all night!" The bags and bundles were piled on the table. Neil rummaged through them and drew out a couple of apples. He lowered himself onto a mattress, leaned back against the bed frame and stretched his legs toward the fire. "Hungry?" he asked. He cut a slice of apple, speared it on his knife, and held it out to Christy. "A little." She fumbled in the pocket of her cape, which hung over the back of the chair. "Mrs. Beck gave me some biscuits." She handed him a brown paper package, and then accepted the apple slice. While they ate, Christy was fascinated by the dancing flames. She relaxed and listened to the steady drumming of the rain. As she swallowed the last piece of apple she glanced at Neil, and blushed to find his eyes on her. She saw the same admiration as before, but there was something else that made her heart beat faster. "Neil?" she asked, unable to break away from his steady gaze. "Yes, Christy." His voice was low and gentle. She didn't know how to give words to her thoughts, which had been tumbling around in her head. "You -- you've seemed different these past days." "Have I?" A slight smile crossed his face, but he waited for Christy to proceed. She looked down at her hands. "When you came to supper last night, and then today in school, and just now... You're more, more --" He finished for her. "More friendly?" He leaned forward. "Christy, I've considered you my friend for a long time, and I know you feel the same." She agreed with a nod, and he continued hesitantly. "I wanted to find out... I wasn't sure if that was all you wanted." Christy felt her pulse quickening. "I wasn't sure either. I didn't want to intrude after --" Once again, as she paused, Neil completed the sentence. "After Margaret died. I know. I found myself mourning her a second time, and I'm afraid I shut you out." He sighed and plucked at a piece of straw sticking out of the mattress, letting the silence extend. "I knew you were sad," Christy said softly, "but all I could do was pray for you." "Did you?" he murmured, drawing up one knee and resting his elbow on it. They both turned at the sound of a burning log collapsing into the glowing ashes. Neil rose and stacked more wood on the fire, then remained standing as he faced Christy. "I kept to myself partly because I didn't want to hurt you," he said, rubbing his hands together. Christy looked at him questioningly. "As hard as it was to forgive her, it was harder to forgive myself. No doubt you noticed I was a wee bit --" he looked up apologetically "-- testy at times." "Once in a while." She became serious as she asked, "Did you? -- Forgive yourself?" Her eyes were fastened on his face. She knew that to speak openly about himself required a great effort for Neil, and she tried to encourage him with a gentle smile. Neil swallowed and nodded. "I think so, but it's not been easy." His hands were still clasped together. "There was another reason for staying apart as I did. You needed time, too, Christy. You had to be sure your decision about David was the right one." Christy didn't hesitate. "I am sure. David's been a wonderful friend to me ever since I came to the Mission. It was easy to feel comfortable with each other." Her smile became wistful. "But I realized we'd make a mistake if we married each other. It wasn't enough." Neil's eyes swept over her, coming to rest on her face. Christy stood and cautiously put her weight on her sore leg, reaching out for Neil. He caught her hand to steady her. Her grip was tight. "You haven't really told me why you've been ... more friendly lately." He caught his breath as he met Christy's earnest gaze. "Well," he began, unable to keep a soft smile from his lips, "I told you I wasn't sure if your feelings for me were any more than friendship. So, I decided to find out." He brought her hand to rest against his chest. "And what did you find out?" she asked in a hushed voice. Neil studied her lips, her hair, her eyes. "I know that I care for you very deeply, and I hope you care for me, too." She leaned slightly toward him, but with his hands on her shoulders he held her back gently. "Christy, I'd like to court you." She stared for a moment as the meaning of his words sank in. Her smile grew wide as she felt happiness blooming. "You want to marry me?" Her heart leapt at the answer in his eyes, but still he held her apart. "You're an impatient one, aren't you? I want you to be sure of your feelings, and that needs time. Didn't you just tell me that being comfortable with each other isn't enough? I don't want you to make a mistake." "It's not a mistake. I do care for you -- very much." Neil caressed her cheek as he whispered, "Christy, I want you to be happy. There's no need to rush. You know, you're not used to looking at me as a suitor." He held her face gently in both hands. "Or as a husband." "I look at you as my dearest friend, Neil, and even though we argue now and then --" "Now and then?" He brushed his lips across her forehead. Christy closed her eyes for a moment as she felt the warmth of his kiss spread like electricity. When she opened them again her smile was brilliant. "Yes, now and then. But we never stopped respecting or caring about each other. I trust you more than anyone I know." Christy stepped back and carefully slid her arm out of the sling. She returned to his embrace, nestling her cheek against his shoulder. He murmured her name as he held her close. She soon looked up at him, her eyes reflecting the glowing firelight. "I would be honored and pleased for you to court me." Her fingers wandered to his hair, lightly brushing it back from his temple. Neil slowly leaned down and softly kissed her lips. Her hand touched his cheek, his neck, his hair while they prolonged their tender kiss. Finally he raised his head. Christy hugged Neil tightly for a few moments, and then leaned back comfortably against his encircling arms, still beaming with joy. His face reflected her happiness. The sound of the wind and rain must have reminded Neil of their situation. With a deep breath he reached for her hand. "It's time you got some sleep, Christy. Your feather bed awaits you," he said with a grin. "Oh, can't we sit up and talk some more? I'm too happy to fall asleep now, anyway." Christy tried to resist, but found herself steered toward the straw mattress. "Don't you want to stay up?" "Yes, very much," he replied with a soft kiss on her cheek, "but if you recall, one person in this room didn't get proper rest last night, and then pushed herself much too hard today." He pointed down at the mattress and helped her to seat herself. "Careful of your knee. Take my hand. Are you all right?" Christy nodded reluctantly, watching as Neil moved the chair away and brought her cape to cover her. He rolled his coat and placed it under her right foot, instructing her to keep it elevated. Neil stoked the fire and sat on his mattress. "I'm sorry there's no pillow for you." He began to pull off his riding boots. "If the pain wakes you, call for me. Throw your shoe if I'm snoring too loudly." He laughed at Christy's surprised stare, but then became sober. She thought he would kiss her once more, but he leaned back against the bed frame. "Sweet dreams, Christy. Remember me in your prayers." Christy lay down, pulling her cape over herself. "I always do." * * * Christy awoke to the early morning chorus of birds outside. The previous evening's events slowly came into her mind, bringing a smile to her lips. She sleepily opened her eye a slit in time to see Dr. MacNeill tiptoe past, boots in hand. There was a quiet rustling at the table behind her, and then the careful creak of the door. Though she intended to rise, she drifted back to sleep almost immediately. "Christy." She heard his deep voice in her dream. Her eyes opened on the doctor, crouching beside the mattress. Christy blinked a few times. "Is it morning?" The cabin was still dim. He nodded. "About an hour to sunrise. Time to get you home. How do you feel?" he asked, observing her closely. She took a few deep breaths before answering. "Okay, I think." "Let me help you get up. You'll be a bit sore, but otherwise all right." Christy knew her hair was disheveled and her clothes rumpled, but to her relief Neil didn't seem to notice. She leaned on him as he gently raised her to her feet. He drew the chair close and then thoughtfully left her to prepare in privacy. "I'll be nearby if you need me." She was indeed sore, and even a little stiff in her muscles and joints, but nothing could deflate her buoyant spirits that morning -- not the muddy yard and dripping trees, nor the damp mist that filled the woods, nor the ancient outhouse, nor the chipped and rusty washbasin Neil filled with icy spring water, nor her empty stomach. Christy's happiness expanded each moment as she repeated to herself that Neil cared for her! Whenever she managed to catch his eye she saw the same joy there, too. When they were ready to leave, he helped Christy to the clearing where Charlie was grazing. She approached the saddle, but instead of preparing to mount, she turned to him and smiled softly. "Ever since I fell the other day," she said, laying her hand on his arm, "everything was going wrong for me -- except for you. I'm beginning to realize how much I've come to depend on you." "I can't tell you how much it means to hear you say that," he said, resting one hand on her shoulder. "But you don't fool me. You're no weakling, Miss Huddleston. In fact, it's I who needs you." Christy lightly caressed his clean-shaven cheek and gazed happily into his eyes. With a wink he caught her waist and gently lifted her to a sidesaddle position in front of the saddle. In a few moments they were riding through the gray mist. Neil promised to cook a hearty breakfast when they reached the Mission house. "And you should take a hot bath, and spend the day in the easy chair with your leg up," he said with all seriousness. "I mean it." Christy nodded her understanding. It would be wonderful to feel clean and dry. For now, though, she was perfectly content to lean against Neil's strong chest, with his arm supporting her. As the horse jogged along the trail they chatted effortlessly, comfortably. Sometimes they were quiet, simply listening to the early morning sounds of the forest. Neither could believe how quickly they reached the Mission. They climbed the hill to the school, but instead of continuing to the house, Neil stopped the horse and dismounted. Christy willingly leaned into his outstretched arms. His eyes shone with pleasure as he gently lifted her down. Her hand slipped into his, and they looked across to the mountains. The school was still in shadow, but the mist was clearing and the sky above was cloudless. Neil and Christy beheld the high smoky peaks to their west glowing in the first rays of the rising sun. Even the distant fog looked golden. "Oh, Neil," she exclaimed softly as the mountains they loved were transformed by the light. "Isn't it beautiful!" "'Tis." His eyes remained on the hills for a few moments, and then he transferred his gaze to Christy's face. "It's always beautiful, but to share it with you makes it very special. I'd love to see many more sunrises with you." He took her into his arms. Christy nestled close. "And many sunsets, too. And all the time in between," she added mischievously. "Or am I being impatient again?" Neil kissed her temple tenderly. "Probably." He kissed both her cheeks. "But just now that sounds very reasonable." The sun peeked above the eastern ridge, sparkling in all the raindrops left in the trees and the grass. She thought he'd never looked more handsome than now, with the sunlight all around them. Christy's lips sought Neil's eagerly. When she drew back and leaned her head on his shoulder, she felt a strong bond of communion and trust. They stood silently for a few minutes, watching the last strands of mist disappear in the warmth of the sun. A wonderful new day had begun. THE END