###################################################################### DISCLAIMER: Catharine Marshall's beautiful story of Christy is owned by the LeSourd Family. The writer is in no way seeking profit or credit for her story. The writer is continuing the story of Christy for amusement only. Any additions in story and character were invented by the writer. ###################################################################### Title: Indigo & Violet Author: Kelly O ###################################################################### SUMMARY: This is meant to occur just after "Second Sight" and before "The Road Home." Part I Dr. MacNeill had been feeling guilty for the past two weeks. He could not shake the image of Christy's eyes bent with despair because of what he had said to her. The image of her hurt face followed him everywhere he went. As he rode along Black Hawk River, he did not notice the burning orange sugar maples or the deeper red oaks, he thought about nothing but Christy. He played their conversation over and over in his head. He had yelled at her for encouraging the mountain people to sell their land to Nathan Stone. She knew better than that. These people needed their land, their family, and their friends. He was right, he told himself. Christy was from the city; she did not understand. After he crossed the river, Charlie broke into a lope down Turkey Trot Creek, but Neil pulled him to a halt when he noticed the bald spot that spread over English Mountain just at Fair Ridge. The Timmons trees were already disappearing. The logging had begun, and the sight made him feel tired. He had not spoken to Christy since the day of their argument on his front porch. And everyday since he had tried to justify his harshness toward her, but the guilt remained like a rock in his stomach. And as the days past, he softened. All he could remember was the damage that his words had caused. Christy had only been trying to help. Why did he always hurt her like that? Charlie knew the way home so well that Neil dropped the reins onto the horse's neck and let him walk without guidance. Neil sighed. He had exhausted himself replaying their argument, but still he could not shake Christy's face from his mind. He knew that he had blown up at her partly because of the pain that Margaret had caused him. Christy did not deserve that anger. Neil had spent the last few days in Lyleton. Claudia, the McFadden's nine-year-old girl, had pneumonia. Because of her severe asthma, he had stayed several extra days to make sure that she didn't have any other complications and to see that she got the rest that she needed. "Dr. MacNeill," Claudia had said, speaking into his stethoscope. "You look sad." "I do?" He asked and removed the stethoscope from his ears. He smiled at her sensitivity. "Yes, you do." She said in a no nonsense tone. The same tone that her mother used. She was a thin and frail girl with deep-set, dark eyes. "You have observant eyes, Claudia--like a doctor." He said and pinched her nose. "You have made a correct diagnosis. I am sad." She grinned at his compliment and then said. "Why are you sad?" "I think I may have hurt someone's feelings." "Who?" She asked. "A very good friend of mine." "Then you should tell your friend that you're sorry. You will feel better after you do." When Neil remembered Claudia's words, he smiled to himself. She was right. He picked up the reins that lay on Charlie's neck. "Sorry lad," he said, leaning down toward Charlie's ear. "But we have one more stop before we go home." And with that, he steered Charlie, not in the direction of his cabin, but toward the mission. The crisp fall air had numbed Dr. MacNeill's cheeks, and when he broke out from under the shade of the trees into the meadow just in front of the mission, he lifted his face into the pale afternoon sun. He felt better already. He was glad that he had decided to come. "Good afternoon Neil," Alice said as he neared the mission house. Alice stood with her feet apart, pumping water into a wooden bucket. She stopped and shaded her eyes to look at him. "Hello, Alice." He dismounted and tied Charlie to a rail. "Is Christy about?" He asked. "No," She said with a surprised tone. "I thought that you knew. Christy went to Asheville. She left two days ago." "Asheville? Is her family well?" "Oh, yes," Alice said. "Asheville--" Anxiety settled into his stomach as he considered the word. "Why is she in Asheville?" "She has not been herself the past couple of weeks." Alice said. "She blames herself for the logging and for the Timmons leaving the cove. She has hardly slept or eaten. When I confronted her, she told me that she fears more people will sell their land if she does not do something to stop it. She said that she would never forgive herself if that happened, so she went to Asheville to talk to Nathan Stone Senior." Neil felt responsible, and a physical ache filled his chest. "She's always carrying the weight of the world on her shoulders." "It seems to me that thee is the one who put it there." Alice said. Her saucy reply stung Neil bitterly, but he knew that he deserved it. "I've been over in Lyleton the past few days; I came today to apologize to Christy." "How is Claudia McFadden?" Alice asked. "She is much better," Neil said absently. The thought of Christy in Asheville devoured him. He felt worse than he had before he had come. Why had he not apologized sooner? Why had he treated her so badly? He was a blundering fool. He admonished himself. "Thee is welcome to stay for dinner." Alice interrupted his thoughts. "No, thank you Alice." He did not even remember to say good bye. He mounted Charlie and rode toward his cabin. His words had hurt her worse than he had realized. Neil felt terrible. Images haunted him all the way to his cabin. He remembered how he had behaved at Nathan Stone's party. He had been drinking. He told Christy rather than asked her for a dance. Then he picked a fight with Nathan Stone. What must she think of him? His mind moved farther back, and he remembered blaming her for the scarlet fever outbreak. He had also blamed her when little Burl had gone missing. Who knows how many other times he had hurt her? "What a damned fool you are Neil MacNeill." He said out loud. When he finally reached his cabin, his stomach was thoroughly raw with guilt and worry. His mind was so preoccupied that he forgot to tie Charlie. He walked inside and sat down at his table. The table where Christy had once chopped vegetable to make stew for him. His hands rested at the very spot where she had stood. He could not relax. "That woman is going to drive me mad!" He said and pushed himself up from the table. He packed a bag, wrote out a note for Dan Scott, and mounted Charlie again, all within a half-hour. "Change of plans, old boy." He said to Charlie and patted the horse's shiny neck. "There's just nothing left for me to do now but go to Asheville." Part II "Why Christy Huddleston, you are a sight for sore eyes. Welcome, my dear." The elder Nathan Stone said with his arms out stretched in greeting. He took her hand and kissed it, warmly. His hair had grown even more silver since she had last seen him. "My son told me that you were more lovely than before. I did not think that was possible, but I see now that he is right." He wore a three-piece, grey suit; his watch chain hung from the vest pocket. He looked at her over a pair of wire rimmed spectacles that rested at the end of his nose. He was impeccably groomed, which was a stark contrast to the mountain people. "I do not know about that." Christy said with a blush. "Mr. Stone, you are so kind to meet me on such short notice." She smiled. Though Mr. Stone was officially retired, he still had an office. It was here that he had agreed to meet with her. "Have a seat," he said and motioned to big leather chair that sat opposite his desk. After Christy had sat down, he sat behind the desk and asked. "What can I do for you Miss Huddleston?" "Well, I expect that your son has already mentioned that we had a difference of opinion?" "Yes, he did mention that." "I wanted to talk to you about the logging in Cutter Gap. I came here to tell you my side of things, well, the mountain people's side really." Christy smiled. "You see, Mr. Stone, that land is one of the most important things to the mountain people. It's all they have. It is what they value more than anything else. Without it, they are lost. The land is part of who they are. If they lose it, then they lose themselves. It is part of their soul." Her vision blurred because of the tears that were in her eyes. She could not help but remember the day that the Timmons left Cutter Gap. Jeffery had cried when she hugged him goodbye. A vivid picture of Fair Ridge, naked and used, made it harder to hold back her tears. She had destroyed Fairlight's special place. And Tom and Opal had almost left. She was responsible. And Neil, his words clung to her and would not let go. "That man and his kind will destroy this cove and you brought him here!" She remembered even the tone and inflections that he had used. It hurt so much to know that he was disappointed in her. But he was right; it was her fault. Mr. Stone stood up, walked around his desk, and handed Christy a handkerchief. He did not say anything to her, but looked at her with his kind eyes, waiting for her to finish. "I did not really understand just how important the land was until Neil pointed it out to me, and he's right. The land is as much a part of them as their fingers and toes. I know it now because it has become a part of me too." "Neil? Is that Dr. MacNeill that you wrote about in your letters?" "Yes, Dr. MacNeill." Christy paused and looked at Mr. Stone sincerely. "It is my fault that your son came to the cove in the first place, Mr. Stone. So it is also my fault that the cove land is being destroyed. I accept that responsibility, but now I must do something to stop it. Please, Mr. Stone, I beg you. Talk to your son about this. I love those people. I can't bare the thought that I have had a hand in hurting them." Mr. Stone took her hand in his. "My dear girl," he said. "You are an incredible woman. How can I resist such a heartfelt plea?" He squeezed her hand, tenderly. "Now, stop your tears, for I can not stand to see you crying. I will talk to my son." "Oh, Mr. Stone, thank you so much." She sniffled. "On one condition." He said and held his index finger up for emphasis. "Anything you say." She said earnestly. He chuckled at her seriousness. "We are having a ball tomorrow night at our home. If you will attend and grant me at least one dance, then I will do everything in my power to persuade that boy of mine to do his logging elsewhere." He smiled. "It would be my pleasure Mr. Stone." She rose to her feet. He took her hand and kissed it again. "Until tomorrow then?" He asked. "Until tomorrow." She returned his smile and then departed. *********** Neil knocked on the door and then straightened his buckskin vest. The door opened, revealing a mature, silver-haired man. "Can I help you?" The man asked. To which Neil replied. "Yes, I was told that I might find Christy Huddleston here." "Oh, I am terribly sorry, sir, you just missed her. She left about ten or fifteen minutes ago." Neil combed his fingers through his hair and sighed. "Damn." He said. The older man watched him with interest. "You must be Dr. MacNeill. I am Nathan Stone." Mr. Stone extended his hand to Neil in a gesture of friendship. Neil shook Mr. Stone's hand, but looked at him with a furrowed brow. "How did you know my name?" "Well sir, I have two accounts of you. My son says that you are tall with wild reddish curls and that you sport a temper. Miss Huddleston has described you as an intense, passionate, and skilled doctor with a thick Scottish accent. I would say, from what very little I have seen, that they have done a fair job of describing you." He chuckled warmly. "And the buckskin vest is a dead give away that you are not from Asheville, my good man." Neil looked down at his vest and grinned. "No, I suppose I am not in the latest fashion." Nathan backed out of the doorway, making room for Neil to pass. "Please come in, Dr. MacNeill." Neil entered the office. "Have a seat." "I suppose you are here to talk to me about the logging too. But do not worry, Christy already explained everything, and I assure you, Dr. MacNeill, that I will do everything possible to persuade my son to find another place to log. I can not resist the tears of someone like Christy Huddleston. Who could?" "She was crying?" Neil scooted to the edge of the chair. "Yes, poor girl. It seems she blames herself for the whole thing." Neil couldn't have felt worse. He would rather have been horse whipped. "Are you all right, Dr. MacNeill?" "Yes, it's just that I came to Asheville to apologize to Christy. You see, I am the reason she feels responsible for everything. We had a fight, and I, well, I lost my temper and blamed her for the whole thing." Neil lowered his head and looked down at his boots. "You love her don't you?" The old man said this so bluntly that Neil looked up at him with a cocked and puzzled expression. "No, well, we are friends, but--" "I hope that you do not take offense to my saying this. I do not know you at all, so I may be totally out of line, but I am going to say it anyway. If you do not love her, why did you travel all this way just to apologize to her? I should imagine that if you were just friends, as you claim, than you would have waited till she returned to Cutter Gap to apologize." The old gentleman examined Neil's face. Then he pulled his pocket watch from his vest and noted the time. Neil was lost in thought. He pressed his fingers to his temples. Did he love Christy? Of course he cared about her, but did he love her? "Yes, well, I will tell you one thing," Mr. Stone said, disturbing Neil's thoughts. "If I were your age and unattached, I sure would not let Christy Huddleston get away." The old man had a clever, knowing grin on his lips. "Okay, I must go now." He said and rose from his chair. "My wife has left a long list of errands for me to run today. But before I go, I want to extend an invitation to you, Dr. MacNeill. We are having a ball at our home tomorrow night." Mr. Stone handed Neil a card. "That is our address there." Mr. Stone pointed at the address printed on the card. "I happen to know that a certain young lady will be there. I should imagine that she would like it very much if an intense, passionate, and skilled young doctor were to attend." The old man winked at Neil. Part III Christy had intended to wear one of her old dresses to the ball, but Julia Huddleston would not allow that for a moment. When Christy mentioned that she was going to the Stone Ball, Julia Huddleston immediately had visions of her daughter meeting a handsome Asheville gentleman who Christy would fall in love with and move home to marry. This sent Mrs. Huddleston into a tizzy, and she rushed Christy all over town to try on every dress in every store in Asheville. They scuttled from the tailor shop to the dress shop to the shoe shop and then to another dress shop. Julia was frantic, animated, and completely in her element. "Mother? This is ridiculous. It is only a party." "Nonsense, Christy, this is an important ball. It's the biggest one of the year. What luck that you came home just in time for it." Christy laughed inwardly at her mother's attentions. She sometimes missed all the pampering and comforts that Asheville offered; and so, after the fifth dress shop, Christy gave in to her mother's smile and let herself enjoy the day. "What about that pink one that we saw in the first shop?" Julia said as they walked down the sidewalk. "Well, yes, it was pretty?" "Let's try just one more store, Christy." She said. "If we do not find something there, then we will go back and get the pink one." As they entered the store, a lady met them. "Can I help you?" "Yes, my daughter is going to the Stone Ball tomorrow," She announced with a pride that embarrassed Christy. "She is looking for a dress." The young woman looked at Christy for several minutes. "I have the perfect thing for you. Wait here." She disappeared to the back of the store. Julia looked over the perfume counter. She sprayed several samples in the air and sniffed each one. "Oh, Christy, you must smell this one." She said. "It's so fresh--like springtime." The young woman returned with a dress folded over her arm. "It's silk." She said. "And it's from Paris, but it was hand dyed in India." She held it out for Christy to see. "Isn't the color unusual." The dress was a deep, yet still vibrant, violet. She smiled and handed Christy the dress. Christy tried it on in the dressing room. It fit perfectly. It had an empire waste and sleeves that covered her forearms but not her shoulders "Oh Christy, you look beautiful." Her mother said when she came out of the dressing room. "You will have to wear my pearls." ******************** Christy arrived at the Stone's house in her father's carriage. She wore her hair up in a tight twist. The French style house was gigantic and stood on a hill. She walked along the stone path, which led to the front door. Large candles, perched on tall stakes, lit the path. Their yellow light flickered against the deep blue evening and gave an inviting milieu. Inside, Mrs. Stone had decorated the house very formal. Tapestries hung on the walls. Huge oriental rugs covered the entry floor. The people that arrived were all dressed elaborately. Girls and woman huddled together in the large entry and chattered among themselves. Giggles erupted from them every now and then. Christy felt like an outsider. She stepped onto the white marble floor of the ballroom. How strange it seemed when she compared it to the dirt floors of the cove cabins. The ballroom was also immense. It was a rectangular room with four pairs of French doors along the far wall. The doors opened onto a veranda. A sparkling chandelier hung from the center of the room, and thick, scented candles encircled the orchestra. The room smelled faintly of lilac. There were so many people. She bumped into Martha and Ginny, two of her old friends from school. "Christy, oh my, you look beautiful." Martha said. "We had your mother over for tea the other day. She said that you are teaching school at some back woods mission. Is that true? From your mother's description, it sounds terrible." "How do you stand it Christy?" Ginny asked with seriousness. "I love it," was Christy's reply. And the two girls looked at each other. "Don't you miss all the stores and being able to go to shows?" Ginny asked. "The mountain people sing the prettiest songs you have ever heard, and the mountains are far more satisfying than any store." Christy ran into other girls that she had known. They all asked the same questions, and Christy provided the same answers. After a time of mingling, Christy hid herself behind the punch bowl and started to wish that she had not come. She felt like everyone stared at her. She did not belong with these people anymore. As she sipped punch from an etched crystal cup, the elder Nathan Stone approached her. "Miss Huddleston, you look stunning." He had his hand over his chest. "You are simply the prettiest girl in the room." "Oh, Mr. Stone, you are too kind to me." "My wife is busy being hostess, so will you honor me with the first dance?" "Of course!" She said and set her cup down on the table and took his hand. "That is what I came for." She said. The old gentleman laughed heartily. He escorted her to the center of the room, then nodded to the orchestra, and they began to play. The old man had a gentle way, and they danced slowly but smoothly across the floor. At first they were the only dancers in the room, but soon others followed. And then the whole room moved as a ballet. As soon as the song had ended, Christy felt a tap on her shoulder. She turned to find Neil MacNeill standing before her. He bowed, graciously. "May I have the honor of the next dance, Miss Huddleston?" He asked. If she had not heard his thick brogue she would have sworn that she were dreaming. The shock of seeing him left her speechless. She stood staring at him with her mouth agape. He was completely out of context. He wore a delicious black tuxedo, with a very formal ivory bow tie. He also wore ivory dancing gloves, and his hair had been flawlessly groomed with every hair in its proper place. Neil had noticed her the minute she had stepped into the room. Everyone else had noticed her too. He had over heard some of the men discussing her as she stepped onto the ballroom floor. "She's beautiful," "Who is she?" They all followed her with their eyes, as did Neil. They spoke of her as if she were a mystery. "She's the one that went to teach in Tennessee," one of them whispered. Neil had not been able to hold back his smile when he heard this. A warm feeling of pride cast over him. How incredible and courageous she was to leave all of this to come to Cutter Gap. What a different world she had come from and left behind. A new appreciation for her sacrifice filled his heart. And as the two of them stood in the middle of the room, he waited for her answer. He savored every detail--the rich violet dress, her graceful neck. He even noticed the few stray hairs that lay against her bare shoulders. She was even more beautiful than he had ever imagined. And her eyes. He saw Christy's eyes clearer than ever before. They were more beautiful than any he had ever known. And in that moment, Neil knew that it was not their physical color or shape that made them so enchanting. Their beauty was far more profound. Her eyes were the most sublime and intense shade of indigo, and it was Christy's unselfish heart and gentle soul that made them so. "Neil, what on earth are you doing here?" She finally said. She could not control her silly grin. She was so glad to see him. He was the perfect remedy for her malaise, and she could not remember a time when he looked so handsome. "I came to apologize, Miss Huddleston." He moved closer to her and whispered, "I'm so sorry I hurt you, Christy." He said this so gently and with such sincerity that tears came to her eyes. Neil noticed them immediately and touched her cheek gently. Even through the glove, Christy could feel the warmth of his hand. Nothing more was said between them, for they understood each other, as always, without words. "Dance with me?" He asked again. "Oh, yes, I would love to." She curtsied. He held her securely and steady in his strong arms. And in his arms, Christy could feel his intensity--perhaps it was his spirit that she felt. She had never really considered herself a great dancer, but with Neil's steady lead, dancing was effortless. The steps were natural--they flowed like the river. He lifted her with ease, and they whirled and waltzed all over the room, laughing and twirling and sometimes serious but always aware of each other's nearness. One song blended into another. And to Christy and Neil, there seemed to be no one else in the room. They did not notice that people surrounded them and had stopped dancing completely just to watch them. Neil's curls had broken free and bloomed about his face, giving him that wild appearance that Christy loved. Neil knew that with every dip or swing, he was rewarded with a little giggle, and Christy knew that with every giggle, Neil gave her his half grin that made her dizzy. Round and round, their hearts raced; they beat together in time with the music. Neil swung Christy out and then drew her back to him. Her indigo eyes captivated him. Then a slow and haunting melody began. Only one violinist played, and Christy noticed a tinge of recognition fall over Neil's face. "This is an old Scottish song," he said. "I've not heard it since I left. I think I was on the Isle of Sky when last I head it. It's called 'Will You Go?" He smiled and gathered Christy even nearer. She was warm and fragile against his chest. He leaned even closer, so close that his lips almost brushed her forehead. He sang the words softly to her. "And if you love me we'll never part And instead of gold You can have my heart You can have my heart with right good will You're a bonnie lassie And I love you still And will you go, lass, and leave me now? Will you go, lass, and leave me now? Will you forsake your own love true? And go with a lad that you never knew?" The music continued, but Christy had stopped dancing. Neil's closeness had overwhelmed her. She backed away from him and pressed her fingers to her reddened cheeks. Yet, she could not tear her eyes from him. The depth of their stare made Christy feel lightheaded. She was hot and cold at the same time. When she finally broke her gaze, she noticed that people stood smiling and watching them. She almost melted with embarrassment. She felt airy and dream-like. The backs of her legs tingled. She looked back at Neil. He stared at her with a look of concern. "Christy?" He reached out and gripped her elbow to steady her, for she seemed tottery. "I'm sorry," she said. "I guess I am not used to dancing so much. I am going outside for some air." With out taking in Neil's reaction, she turned and walked out the French doors. The cold air that rushed over her bare shoulders brought refreshing strength back to her. Silver candelabras lit the veranda and steps, which led down into the garden. Once in the garden, however, the darkness enveloped her. Part IV "Christy!" She heard Neil call behind her. It was a deep moon-less night; crisply cold, she could see only her white breath before her. She was still overburdened with a flustered merriment. She continued a few feet down the path until she stood atop another set of steps. They led down to a pond. She heard Neil's foot falls on the steps behind her, so she turned around to look for him. She did not want to face him after the awkward moment that had just occurred in the ballroom; but, in such darkness, she felt safe. One of the Stone's servants ran across the yard, carrying bottles of Champagne in his arms. He was frantic to get to the kitchen, for he was late with the bottles, and he feared Mrs. Stone would be angry. Being so focused on his task, he had not seen Christy, standing on the path in the darkness. He crashed right into her, knocking her down the steps that were behind her. The bottles rolls down after her and busted and sprayed as they hit the rock steps. It had been too dark to see what had happened, but Neil had heard the collision and the crash of bottles. "Christy?" He called with alarm. He rushed forward and found Christy lying at the bottom of the steps. A man stooped over her. He could only see their silhouettes. He ran down three steps at a time and squatted beside her, He was unable to knell because of all the broken glass. "I didn't see her," the servant said. "I ran right into her. Oh God, please let her be okay." The man's voice shook with penitence. "Christy can you hear me?" Neil asked. She did not answer. He was afraid to move her, without assessing her injuries first. Chilled champagne had soaked her completely. Neil took his jacket off and tucked it around her. "Will you bring back a lantern or some candles?" Neil asked the man without taking his eyes off of Christy. The man did not answer; he only jumped to his feet and ran back up the steps. Neil began probing in the darkness for broken bones. He did not seem to find anything broken, so he spoke again. "Wake up, lass." He said to her. She still did not respond. The man had already returned carrying a lantern and candelabra. He set them down beside Christy. In the soft yellow light, Neil examined her more closely. Her shoulders were scraped raw, and her chin was bleeding. He turned her head and noticed a bleeding contusion just below her hairline on the right side of her forehead. Using his thumb, he pulled back her eyelids and checked her pupils. There was not enough light to see properly, but he was sure that she had a concussion. "We need to get her inside," He said. Christy opened her eyes slowly. In the wavering candlelight, she found Dr. MacNeill's serious face hovering over her. She had to squint her eyes to see him, for everything was slightly blurry. "Dr. MacNeill what are you doing here?" She asked and started to sit up. When she did, the back of her head began a throbbing ache that made her lie back down. "Easy, Christy, don't try to sit up, lass." Neil said. The chilling night air and her wet skin made her shiver. "It's cold." She said sluggishly. She could hear herself talking, but she did not feel coherent. "I'm going to carry you inside." Neil said. It took a minute for his words to register with her, She fought hard to understand, but the throbbing all around her head hindered her. She remembered the ball and then remembered all of the elegantly dressed people. Suddenly, she did not want to be carried. "I can walk." She tried hard to sit up, but the rush of pain caused her to feel sick and almost black out again. "Christy, easy." He said and supported her in his arms. "You are not walking, and I will have no arguments!" And for once she did not feel like arguing. She felt Neil's arms around her. He lifted her gently off the ground. Her head rested against his chest. She was limp in his arms. And because she did not put up any more of protest to his carrying her, Neil worried. He carried her up the stairs; Christy closed her eyes. Each thud of Neil's steps jostled her and made her head feel as if someone were compressing it in a vice. The pain increased so much that as they entered the house, she felt herself slipping into blackness again. "What happened?" She heard Nathan Stone ask as if he were far away. She recognized him without opening her eyes. "She fell down some stairs in the garden. Do you have a room I can take her to?" Neil asked. "Yes, of course, follow me." "I knew I should have lit the lamps out in the garden!" Mr. Stone reproached himself. Neil lay her carefully down upon a large canopy bed. "Is she okay?" Mr. Stone asked with concern. "She has a concussion. We just have to wait and see. I do not have my bag with me," Neil said. "I need someone to go and get it. Here is my hotel key." He took the key from the pocket of his jacket that still covered Christy and handed it to Mr. Stone. "Also, do you have any dry clothes that we can put on her?" "Yes, I will bring Eilsa, our housekeeper, she can find some clothes and help you dress her, doctor. I will send my son for your bag." Mr. Stone hurried from the room. "Christy? Can you hear me lass?" He pulled the goose down comforter around her. And then sat on the bed beside her. He leaned close to her and stroked her hair out of her face. "Christy?" Part V The trees were all gone. Christy walked all over Cutter Gap, but there was no one there. All the cabins were deserted, and the cove was treeless and barren. Everyone had sold their land and moved to the lowlands. No one remained. The mission was deserted. She could not find Miss Alice anywhere. It was all her fault. She heard Neil's words again. "That man and his kind will destroy this cove and you brought him here!" Was she one of his kind? Was she the one destroying the cove? Christy sat up in bed, breathless. A wall of pain that started at her forehead and spread met her. "Sh sh sh, lass. " Neil said. Christy saw his blurry form before her. She squinted, and his image grew clearer. He was sitting beside her on the bed, holding her hand. "Lie back down now," he said so softly that she scarcely heard him. "All the trees are gone, Neil. They logged them all." "It was only a dream, Christy. Sh sh, now. You mustn't try to talk, just rest." He eased her back down upon the bed. Christy pressed her hand to her forehead. She rubbed her eyes. She saw Neil clearly now. His starched white shirt was unbuttoned at the neck. His square jaw tightened as she looked at him. She noticed all the fine lines about his eyes. Christy shook off the dream and looked around her. She noticed the canopy bed and the deep red plaid comforter. "Where are we?" She asked. "We are at the Stone's house. You took a good tumble down some steps outside and have a concussion. Do you remember?" Slowly, everything started to come back to her. She remembered the ball and dancing with Neil. "Yes, I remember." She told him. "You look tired Neil. Are you all right?" "Nonsense, I'm not tired. I was only worried about you." Her mind shifted back to the trees. She thought of Fair Ridge. "Neil, do you remember when you said that Nathan Stone and his kind would destroy the cove?" "Yes." He said. "I'm afraid, Neil. I think it's me. I'm the one destroying the cove. I am, after all, one of his kind." She pressed her hand against her head to relieve the throbbing pain. "I mean, maybe I'm doing more harm than good in Cutter Gap. Maybe it's me and not Nathan Stone that is the trouble." Tears slid down her temples. "No Christy. You are wrong. You have done so much. I have never witnessed anything like it. You give more of yourself than anyone I know. I have never met someone who thinks of others before thinking of themselves. Like just a moment ago, when you asked about me and you are the one lying in bed with the headache." He leaned closer to her. "You have given those children love and the gift of education. You have done so much, you can't possibly know how much. I'm so sorry I was so hard on you. I never meant to hurt you like that." He paused. "Now I want you to get some more rest and stop worrying about the trees. Nathan Stone Jr. brought my saddlebags from the hotel. He told me that they would be doing no more logging in the cove. In fact, his father is paying to have some trees replanted." Neil chuckled. "I guess young Nathan Stone had no idea who he was up against; he should have known better than to pick a fight with Christy Huddleston." Christy smiled at him. "Okay, that is enough of all that. I want you to get some more rest. And no more bad dreams or worrying about trees, okay?" His face was sternly serious--all doctor. "Yes Doctor, anything you say." She said this slightly sarcastically and smiled. "That's more like it." He said and then returned her smile. ************** After Christy had said goodbye at least twenty time, and hugged and kissed her parents and George at least three times each, they boarded the train for El Pano. Christy was still sore from her fall, but she was much improved. Neil had insisted on staying the three days until she could travel. He wanted to escort her home. "Oh, I have missed Cutter Gap." She said once they were seated. "Haven't you?" "Immensely." Neil chuckled. "Except Ruby Mae's cooking?" Christy laughed, and Neil noticed her shining indigo eyes looking back at him. Christy fell asleep soon after the train had begun its journey. Despite her brave front, Neil knew that she was still not totally recovered from the accident. Her head rested against his shoulder. He smiled at her serene expression. He put his arm around her and drew her against his chest. Without waking, she instinctively snuggled closer to him. He kissed her forehead gently. Yes, he thought to himself, he did love Christy Huddleston, and he knew that someday he would have to tell her that. THE END