The Making of A Doctor By Linda R. DISCLAIMER: Catherine Marshall's beautiful story of Christy is owned by the Marshall-LeSourd Family, L.L.C. We are in no way seeking profit or credit for her story. We are continuing the story of Christy for our own amusement only. Chapter 1 Neil was busily stacking wood on the flagstone hearth when his grandfather strode into the cabin, bringing the evening damp and chill with him. He hunched his shoulders and finished his task before turning to the older man, a smile splitting is face, waiting impatiently to greet his beloved grandfather. "Aggie, lass, how was yer day? You're looking as lovely and fine as always." "Off with ya now George, ya kin my day was same as always." Despite the dismissive words, a twinkle gleamed from his wife of some forty years' eyes. It was a variation of the same greeting they had exchanged every one of their married years together. One that brought comfort not only to them, but the young boy waiting eagerly for his grandfather's attention. They'd taken the young lad in to live with them when their son and his wife had been killed in a flood two years prior. While getting on in age, they had never regretted the decision. Neil was a bright, strapping lad, if a bit full of himself at times, but what young lad wasn't? Their only regret was that their son couldn't see what a fine young boy he was becoming. Turning sparkling eyes upon his grandson, George asked, "And you my laddie, how was yer day? Did ya help yer grandmother as I instructed and get the wood chopped?" "Yes grandfather, I did as ya asked. I was jist stackin 'em here right straight like fer ya." "That's a good lad. I'm a thinkin this is deserving of a small reward, what do ya think Aggie?" Both the boy and his grandmother knew exactly what he had in mind and Neil waited breathlessly for his grandmother's response. "Oh aye, that I do." Hardly able to contain himself, Neil waited for the signal from his grandfather to get the stool so he could reach the tin on the shelf. At the nod of the graying head, the boy was off like a shot, propping the stool up against the roughhewn wall to keep his balance. Dirty fingers eagerly searched out the tin he was too short to see. As it came within his grasp, he quickly snatched it up, jumped off the stool and raced back to the table, placing the worn tin in front of his grandfather. Carefully the old man popped the lid with knarled fingers bent and crooked with pain and age. Reaching inside, he pulled out a single piece of the coveted licorice candy. Knowing better than to grab the candy, Neil waited anxiously for his grandfather to hand it over, swiping his hands across the worn legs of his pants and extending one hand tentatively. The candy no more than touched his skin before he had it stuck in his mouth, a moan of pleasure escaping him. "Thank you grandfather." "Sit down here lad, I have something ta say to ya." Obediently the young boy sank to the dirt floor before his grandfather. "A wee bit ago, yer Grandmother and I received mail from some kin back in Scotland. It seems some fine doctors are a looking for a spot to do a bit o' huntin over here. When they heard about the Cove, they decided this ta be the site for them. They'll be stayin over ta El Pano at the boardin house, but doing their huntin here." George and Aggie MacNeill had left Scotland the first year they had been wed and settled in the Cove a year after that. Although that had been forty years ago, they'd lost neither their lovely brogue nor contact with the family they had left behind. Once or twice a year, a missive would reach them from across the great sea with news of their homeland. This was a first, though, to actually have acquaintances from home visit the Cove. It truly must be something special, young Neil thought. "As these are guests of sort my young lad, they will need someone to show them aboot the Cove. Do ya think yer up to the task?" Eyes wide, Neil nodded eagerly, unable to talk around the forgotten piece of licorice sticking out of his mouth. What an honor his grandfather bestowed upon him! He was fair to bursting with pride at the thought. Noting his grandson's excitement, a small grin tugged at the corner of his wrinkled mouth. George and Aggie exchanged a knowing look, pleased that their young 'un was eager to help out and take such pride in this task. "If ye finished that piece o' candy Neil, tis time for ya to be getting yerself washed up and into bed with ya." Scurrying to his feet, Neil did as his grandmother bade him, hurriedly splashing water over his face and hands, folding his clothes at the end of his pallet for the next day, and shimmied into the rough cotton shirt that had once been his father's. Taking a moment to sniff the sleeve as was his custom, memories of his father washed over him at the scent that was now only a remembrance stole over him. With a hasty goodnight for his grandparents who were deep in conversation, young Neil scrambled into his pallet at the foot of his grandparent's bed. Pulling the threadbare blanket over his shoulders, he curled on his side to face the fire, listening to the soft buhr of the older couple's voices, their words indistinct over the crackle of the fire. Although it had been almost two years since his parents' deaths and he missed them terribly. Yet knowing his grandparents were near brought him security and peace. It wasn't long before he drifted off to sleep. ************* "Did not. Yer fibbin Neil MacNeill!" yelled Tom MacHone. Bob Allen nodded his shaggy head in agreement. The three boys were straddling an old log that crossed the small creek behind the Allen cabin, trying to see who could keep their feet under them the longest. Tom's outburst had rocked the log, causing the boys to jerk and sway to keep their precarious perch. "Am so. Yer jist wishn it twer you!" Neil hollered back. "What makes ya so all fired important like that ya tink yer the one to showed them fellers 'round the Cove?" Tom asked. "They'd be friends like to my granddaddy's relations back yonder in Scotland. That thar gives me ta right." Deep down, Neil was still shocked but so honored over such a privilege. However, he didn't like the fact that his friends weren't having any of it and giving him such a hard time. "Listen here. Ifn its alright wit the docs, I'll see ifn you kin come with us one day." There, he thought, that should make them happy. Both boys looked sharply at Neil, not sure if he was pulling the wool over their eyes or if he was being true. At his solemn expression, they figured he must be playing straight. "Alright then. Ya do that. We'll be awatin fer ya to tell us when, mind ya." Bob finally spoke. He wasn't big on talking, more a boy of action, but when something was important to him, he would speak his piece. "When are these fellers comin?" asked Tom. "My granddaddy, he's waitin on a tel-o-gram. He sid it were ta onliest way to get ward ta us out heer." Reluctant as they were to believe Neil, everyone in the Cove knew how important telegrams were and no one, not even Tom's older brother Bogg, would joke on such a matter. Darned if Neil didn't have all of the luck. It just wasn't fair. "Hmph, whered ya tink yer gonna git them fancy pants men to for this huntin stuff?" asked Tom. He gave the log a good shake just to see if he could make the other boy lose his balance. "Yeah," chimed in Bob, "where are....." before he could complete his question, Bob's feet slipped right out from under him, landing backside first on the log before rolling off backwards into the creek headfirst. The other two boys watched as Bob scrambled and splashed in the water like one of those bear cubs they liked to follow trying to get a fish. "I, uh, I, I caint swim." The boy gasped. Both Tom and Neil tried to tell the boy to just stand up, but Bob being Bob was so busy being scared, he wasn't paying them any mind. Finally, they hopped down in the creek on either side of their friend and hauled him to his feet by his collar. After a minute or two of spitting and sputtering, Bob finally realized he was on his feet and safe. "Tom, see what ya git me into. Why'd ya hafta go and shake the durned log?" Tom and Neil only looked at each other and shook their heads. Bob had a way of getting himself into a mess without any help from another living soul. About that time, Fairlight and Opal Allen came skipping by the creek. "Why Bob Allen, whaddya gone and git yerself into now?" Fairlight asked. The boy stood red faced and dripping wet while his friends took a couple of steps back out of the creek and out of his range for trouble. Mumbling something about no account friends, he ignored the girls and took off towards home, leaving a muddy trail behind him, pausing periodically to hike up drawers that seemed wont to slip to the ground rather than stay about his hips. "Neil was jist atellin us 'bout some fancy doctors that are a commin ta Cutter Gap. Guessn they'd a wantin ta do some huntin here." Tom told them. "Really, fer true?" Opal asked. Neil felt somewhat mollified. At least it didn't appear he was going to have to answer a hundred questions for the girls to believe him. Then again, Fairlight and Opal had always been friendly toward him even when the other kids had not. For whatever reasons, the Allens hadn't held it against him as other folks had that his ma and pa had been fixin to leave the Cove permanent like when they were killed in that flood. They'd just accepted him for who he was, George and Aggie's grandson and let it go at that. Bob was generally pretty obliging as well, as long as the other boys weren't around to give him grief over it. "Fer true." Neil answered her. "And I gits ta take 'em round, shows them where ta go." Neil said, chest puffed out with importance. Opal tugged on Fairlight's ragged sleeve, "Supposin mama would let usn go wit Neil?" Neil frowned at this. It was one thing to invite the boys along, it was important to him to make them think good of him. But girls, that was something else all together. Ick, no way. He thought fast. "Listen, this here is manfolk stuff. Girls caint be a traipsing along. You'd jist scared away the critters they'd be a huntin." Opal didn't look none too happy with his remarks, but Fairlight only stared at him as if she could see deep inside him. She was a year or two younger than him, but she always did seem older. Tom stood next to him, his gaze shuffling between the girls and Neil, waiting to see if Fairlight would put the boy in his place. He was disappointed when Fairlight, without taking her eyes off of Neil, said to Opal, "Neil's right Opal. Wouldn't be fittin for us ta foller them menfolk. Mama's like to have them over fer some vittles whilst theys here. We kin see 'em then." And with that she moved on. Opal, placated, hopping along beside her big sister, peppering her with questions. "Wells, I best be gittin on home now too." Tom said. "Pa'll be right displeased ifn I don't git my chores done afore he gets back." Eyes narrowing on Neil, he added, "And I'll be awaitin ta find out when wes ta showed them fancy docs round." Glad that Tom seemed to truly believe him, Neil nodded eagerly, "Sure Tom. Jist as soon as we git word, I'll be atellin ya." Chapter 2 Neil stood beside his grandfather at the train station, hopping from one foot to the other, too nervous and excited to stand still. Watching him from the corner of his eye, the older man couldn't find it in him to admonish the boy to hold still. This was a big thing for a lad of barely ten; he couldn't expect him to act like a man full growed. He did, however, place a calming hand on the boy' thin shoulder, steadying the restless movement for the time being. In the distance, a train whistle blew, signaling the arrival of their important guests. Aggie and George had decided it would be best for he and Neil to meet the doctors at the train and get them settled in the boarding house in El Pano. She would stay behind and meet the doctors the next day. After seeing to their guests, George and Neil were to pick up the supplies they needed to feed the three men their midday and evening meals over the next five days. Money had come with the final notice from his cousin Robert stating the doctors insisted on payment for provisions or they wouldn't come. It had been more than enough to cover their needs, but he also knew his wife would want to try and fix some of their homeland dishes to make the doctors feel welcome. Supplies for those had had to be special ordered and were now awaiting their pick up at the mercantile. Only one other man stood waiting on the platform for passengers from the train to debark as it rolled to a stop in front of them. Neil craned his neck this way and that, eager to catch his first glimpse of the men he was to become a guide to over the next several days. It was the banter tossed about with a wonderful brogue just like his grandfather's that first captured his attention. In the next instant, a red head popped out of the door in front of him. Startled, Neil took a step back, bumping into his grandfather's solid body, gaining comfort from the older man's presence. Both man and boy watched with growing amazement as the man hopped to the platform and reached back to receive bag after bag, not to mention two huge steamer trunks, from someone unseen within until a mountain of luggage surrounded him. "That'd be the last o' it Garrett." A deep voice rumbled from within. "Fine then, get yerselves out here then so we can be properly introduced to our hosts." The big man named Garrett turned to George and Neil, extending a large hand to the elder MacNeill. "Hello! Ya must be George MacNeill then!" he boomed. Reaching around the boy, George clasped his hand in the other man's for a hearty shake. "Aye, and this is me grandson, Neil. He'll be yer guide in the Cove while yer here." Twinkling green eyes turned to the lad standing still as a statue, eyes huge in his pale face. "Well Neil laddie, are ya up to the job of showing us aboot?" Unable to speak as he stood in awe in front of this huge man, Neil could only solemnly nod his ascent. Chuckling, the big man said, "'Tis a good thing yer doing for us laddie. And I'd be Dr. Garrett Campbell." With a nod of introduction to George, Dr. Campbell clamped a big hand on Neil's shoulder, pulling the boy firmly forward, "And these fine dandies are my cohorts, Doctors MacDougal and Sinclair." Two distinguished looking men stepped lightly from the train, less formidable in stature than Dr. Campbell, but impressive in their own right. Lively eyes looked about them, taking in the tiny station with the tree-lined mountains rising through the mists behind. "Aidan, I do believe we've never left Scotland. Look, we're back in the Highlands. Do ye not agree?" Neil and George, a knowing looking on the elder's weathered face, watched as the three newcomers did a slow perusal of the lush mountains and surrounding land. It was true, this area of the Appalachia looked a good deal like the Highlands of Scotland. It was one of the reasons why Aggie and George had decided to settle here. "Oh aye, tis true." Dr. Sinclair agreed, seeming to breathe in the very essence of the mountain air as he inhaled deeply. "Garrett, ya did a foin job of locating a good huntin spot." With a wink at Neil and a pat on his shoulder, he replied. "Of course, ya shouldna have doubted me. And see here, Robert has secured us a foin guide as well. This here is Neil MacNeill and his grandfather, George." Neil could scarcely believe the man had introduced him before his grandfather. He stood a little straighter, feeling important, an unusual occurrence in his young life. Hiding a smile as he watched his grandson puff up like a young male quail strutting himself, George let the lad keep the men's attention. After all, it was he that would be their guide. It was good that he felt he was worthy of the task in the doctors' eyes. The two doctors bestowed smiles upon the young lad, each shaking his small hand in turn. "Tis a pleasure to make yer acquaintance to be sure, young Neil" Samuel MacDougal said heartily. "And you too Mr. MacNeill. We're pleased you've invited us here." "To be sure." Pipped in Aidan. "But I'm afraid we'va brought quite a bit o'luggage with us, as you kin see. Garrett there canna be without his medical books and equipment, even when we're a travelin half way 'cross the world!" Neil had silently wondered if perhaps the doctors had planned on moving here with all of the luggage mounded up on the platform. "Looks like ye be in need of a wagon jist ta git ta the boardin hoose." George commented, his brogue a bit more pronounced in the presence of his countrymen. "Aye, I believe ye are right." Agreed Dr. Campbell. "Neil, would ya be willin ta watch this lot fer us while we see ta some transport?" At the young boy's eager nod, all three doctors chuckled, knowing they'd only to ask and their requests would be done by this lad. It was going to be a fine trip indeed. "And the luggage, grandmother, ya notta believed yer eyes." Aggie and George exchanged a private smile as their grandson jabbered on. He hadn't stopped talking since his foot hit the dirt floor upon returning, something uncommon for a lad who normally kept his tongue. "Ya donna say, Neil. What do ya kin it was for?" Grandmother asked. "Dr. MacDougal said it twer Dr. Campbell's medical books and such. Cain't be goin nowheres without 'em." Neil's eyes still held awe at the sight he'd witnessed with all of the baggage and thoughts of what they might contain. "And do ya have yer thought's laid oot fer tamoora?" grandfather's deep voice cut into his thoughts. He had wanted to bring Tom and Bob along the very first day, but grandfather had been firm in not allowing them along until the second day. "Ya need ta make sure these men are knownin whats aboot this Cove first. They doona need ta be pestered by some young 'uns a jawin the day away." He had told Neil. Nodding his head, the boy replied, "Aye, I do. I'll take 'em up the mountain on the other side of the ridge. Showed 'em the line up through the pass I'm a thinkin." Although it wasn't said as a question, there was a hesitancy in the boy's voice, seeking approval from the man he adored sitting next him. "Sounds a good ta me, you Aggie?" A dried and cracked hand reached over to smooth the lock of curls that forever fell across the lad's forehead away from his face. Such a fine lad was her grandson, her heart full as she gazed down upon the eager face that even now was changing into one of a young man. With a soft pat to the thick mane upon his head, Aggie's blue eyes twinkled into his. "Aye, tis a foin plan, I say." Pleased with the approval of both his grandparents, Neil sat beaming between them, scarcely able to eat. He was sure he wouldn't be able to sleep tonight and had told Bob as much when they'd stopped by the Allen cabin on their way home. Bob had been disappointed about the delay in meeting the doctors, but it was quickly turned into excitement when his pa had told Ault he was not invited and had to stay at home. Usually Ault got all of the good adventures. Now it was his turn. Not waiting to be told, Neil quickly cleared the table, scrapping the few leftovers from their simple meal onto one plate and carting it outside to dump in the weeds. He even washed his face, if you call a quick splash of a few drops of water that landed more squarely on the dirt floor than his face a wash, and readied his pants and shirt for the day ahead. Like most of the boys in the Cove, he went barefoot almost year around, his soles hardened and callused to the point only extreme weather such as ice or snow could penetrate the thick skin to the sensitive nerves beneath. It was a phenomenon the doctors were to comment on repeatedly over the next few days. Scurrying into his bed, not bothering with a cover, Neil barely said a few words of prayer before nodding off to sleep. His worries of not sleeping swept away as the arms of slumber lulled him away. Chapter 3 The next afternoon found the elder MacNeill's toiling away in the garden out back while waiting for their grandson and his important guests to return. The last of the vegetables needed to be harvested before a freezing frost descended upon the mountains. That morning George had taken what they could spare of the carrots and turnips to El Pano to sell when he had brought Neil to meet the doctors for their first day of hunting. A dark and heavy mist had clung to the mountains, dampening their hair and clothes so it looked like they had just gotten out of the creek when they arrived in front of the livery at the agreed upon time. Not unaccustomed to such weather, the doctors merely added a coat to their attire of wool pants, leather boots and flannel shirts to combat the damp and chill, surprised when both boy and man had declared they were fine as they were. With a light heart, George watched as his grandson solemnly led the men back out of town, explaining what he planned for the day. It was good to see the boy so interested in his task and he was doing a fine job of it. The three doctors were equally impressed with their young guide, not realizing he was yet just a boy given his height. With light quips and friendly questions, they soon learned the boy was orphaned and lived with his grandparents now. That he was barely eleven, and yet displayed the quickness and agility of a boy years older. He was surefooted and knowledgeable about his home, his mountains, leading them on paths that appeared to go nowhere, only to find themselves next to a bubbling spring gazing upon the glorious colors of autumn or a in a mountain meadow full of golden grass. Neil reminded them of the mountain sheep of the Highlands, hopping nimbly along the rocks and up the mountain slopes, ever sure footed despite his lack, or maybe due to his lack of, footwear. Wanting to impress the men, he took them to a place he said was special, his mother's favorite spot. Carefully making his way along a thin trail, the boy explained that from this rock, you could see the valleys on both sides of the ridge and beyond. On a good day, you might even spot the steam from a train coming over a distant mountain. He carefully climbed onto the flat rock, hopping agilely across the crack to the next flat surface, turning with an eager look to be sure the doctors were following. Spying the difficulties Dr. Campbell seemed to have getting his large frame upon the first rock, Neil rushed to assist him. Tugging on the big man's uplifted hand, Neil was suddenly sent sprawling backwards as Dr. Campbell's friends gave a push from beneath. Unable to stop his tumble, the boy felt himself slide into the crevice behind him, scraping his cheek on a jagged edge along the way. "Laddie!" he heard the rumbled shout of the huge Scotsman. "Laddie, are ye alright? Sam, Aidan, get up her quick and help me." Without waiting to see if the others needed assistance alighting, Garrett Campbell rushed over to the gap from which pale fingers and toes wiggled as if in greeting. Seeing a pair of startled blue eyes staring back at him, a huge sigh of relief escaped him in a billowing wave. At least the lad was conscious. A scuffle of boots and a trickle of pebbles announced the arrival of the other doctors. "Garrett, why are ya standin thar man? Is the lad hurt?" Samuel imperatively asked. "Neil lad," Garrett leaned back over, "Kin ya har me?" "Aye sir." Came the muffled reply. "Are ya hurt laddie?" Samual asked, impatient with the delay his friend seemed bent upon creating. "No sir, I don't reckon. I's jist stuck but good." All three men stood up, Aidan and Samuel having leapt effortlessly across the crevice for a better perspective, trying to figure out what to do. Despite his concern, Garrett couldn't hold back a chuckle at the sight that beheld them. The boy looked like a wishbone wedged in between the rocks, bent in half with arms and legs pointing up in the air. There was no way the lad would find purchase from that angle. Smothering his mirth at the dark look from Aidan, Garrett said, "Don't fret laddie, we'll get ya outta thar." The three doctors counseled with one another trying to determine the best course of action. They were fearful if they tried to grab him by his arms and legs they might cause further damage should the boy have suffered a broken bone and did not realize it. But how would they get him out? Neil, listening intently to their discussion, realized he was in trouble. These men might have lived near some mountains, but for sure they were no mountain men! Carefully he wriggled his body to see how tightly he was wedged. It appeared he could move a bit forward, but definitely not up. His backside slid across a rock that seemed to move with him. Trying again he slid a little deeper into the hole, his fingers and toes disappearing from sight, unbeknownst to the arguing men above. Holding still, Neil took a moment to calm his racing heart. What would Grandfather do if he were here? Gazing upward, he spied a ragged limb of a spruce tree above him. An idea came to him as if his grandfather was there, whispering into his ear. The limb appeared sturdy enough, maybe he could get the doctors to use it to help lift him out. He tried to shout as best he could with his face plastered against his knees to get their attention, but to no avail. He could here the deep voices above escalating as their discussion became heated. Finally, tipping his head back as far as he dared without knocking himself unconscious, Neil drew as deep of a breath as he could and let out a piercing whistle that split the air, startling the arguing men into silence. Soon Neil saw three faces cautiously look into the hole at him, uncertain if he or some wild animal would face them. Grinning now, he said, "If'n yer of a mind, I reckon I knows a way ta git me unstuck like." Incredulity bloomed across Samuel and Aidan's countenances, thinking this backwoods boy could surely not presume to think he would know more than men that were college educated. Garrett, however, seemed to ponder the boy's words, giving them thoughtful consideration. Nudging the other two, Garrett said, "Let's hear what the laddie has ta say. Go on noow Neil, what tis it yar thinkin?" "Well, there is a loose stone done setting right aneath me. Don't think its gonna go nowheres, just wiggles a bit. I reckon if yas used that thar branch yonder, yous could push me right up from down under." The men looked perplexed, not sure they followed what the boy was trying to tell them. Seeing their confusion, Neil tried again. "Looks up atta tree yonder." Aidan, following the path the boy's eyes took with his own gaze, saw the size and shape of the branch and it slowly dawned on him what the boy had in mind. "Garrett, Samuel, help me get that limb doon." The three men quickly ripped the branch down, pulling it across the boulder towards the crevice. Scratching his head, Samuel said, "And how da ye think were agoin ta git this under the lad?" "Sir, there is a rock beneath me. Ifn I hold my breath, you mightn be ables ta get the branch under me and help push me up." Smiling at the boy's quick mind, Garrett set to carefully wedging the sturdy limb into the crevice beneath the boy, minding Neil's head and shoulders that blocked his view to what lay beneath. A startled yelp from Neil halted his slow movements. "What ails ye lad? Be ya hurt?" Samuel anxiously asked. "Ah, no, ain't that." Came the muffled reply. "But ifn Doc Campbell keeps a going like he is, my britches will done come offn me!" Garrett, red faced, hastily removed the limb as quickly as he dared while his two companions hooted with laughter. "Garrett, ya claim to be a surgeon man an ye canna even get a solid log placed proper." More snickers ensued as the big man deftly worked the branch under the boy, this time keeping from snagging his trousers. "Neil, is it square beneath ya noow?" Doctor Campbell inquired. Seeing the boy's nod, he said, "Well noobw, when Samuel here counts ta three, I'm gooin ta push on the limb and raise ye a wee bit, just to test this oot. Are ya with me lad?" Neil wiggled his fingers in acknowledgement and Samuel gave the count. Upon reaching three, Garrett and Aidan put their weight onto the branch, feeling it give. Holding steady, Aidan motioned to Samuel to check Neil's progress. After verifying the lad had indeed been notched up a wee bit and seemed not the worse for wear, Aidan signaled for them to continue while he leaned over the crack to let Neil know what they were doing. Slowly, carefully they eased him up until his arms were clear of the crevice and they were able to pull him the rest of the way out. By unspoken agreement, Aidan and Samuel stepped back and allowed Garrett to examine the boy who squirmed in discomfiture at the attention, knowing there was nothing more wrong with him than a scraped cheek and abused pride. The three men exchanged puzzled glances as they heard him mumble something about his being like Bob Allen. Worried that they might be in for some mishaps the next day when this Bob Allen was to accompany them, they were not sure if their quick agreement to allowing Neil's friends to come along was a good idea. After determining that Neil was just fine, Garrett patted the boy's leg, a twinkle back in his eye, he claimed, "Well noow, I dina think we were goona get ye outta that hoole laddie. Twas some quick thinkin on yer part that saved the day." Despite his embarrassment, the boy couldn't help by be pleased by the older man's words. He even managed to keep from flinching as the man took a rough cloth and dabbed at the cut along his cheekbone. Knowing if he could get to the creek, a quick wash and a crush of the leaves Fairlight had shown him on his wound would fix him good. Slipping beneath the doctor's hand, Neil scrambled to his feet. "I'm jist fine. I reckon ifn I can git usn to the creek, I kin take care of it ok." Intrigued by the boy's words, the three doctors followed him off of the rock, not even noticing the amazing vistas and valleys that stretched below them from their vantage spot. As sure footed as ever, Neil wound his way downward until at last they were beside the cool creek. Three pairs of eyes intently watched as he grabbed a few leaves from a nearby bush, crushed them in his palms and then mixed with water from the creek to make a kind of a paste to which he applied to the gash. "What is it yer puttin on ya thar lad?" asked Samuel. "Cain't rightly say. Fairlight knowed about them. She teached me what to do." "And what does it do fer the wound?" Samuel persisted. "Why its tooked away the sting, stops the bledin." Neil replied. Aidan looked skeptical, but both Samuel and Garrett were inspecting the bush from which the leaves came. Picking a few and stuffing them into their pockets to dissect and evaluate later, Neil thought they looked like Jeb Spencer did when he found a honeycomb, fascinated and excited. Determining it was time to head on back to the MacNeill cabin, the group made its way up the bank, Neil in the lead and the others following behind. By the time they reached the small clearing in front of the cabin, the poultice on Neil's cheek had dried to a hard crust looking more like a piece of bark stuck to his cheek. "Neil MacNeill, what did ye do?" his grandmother rushed forward to see what was on her grandson's cheek. George, slowly straightening his stiff back from where he was bent over a row of carrots, turned to see what had gotten his wife in a dither. Neil's face was a bright red and he attempted to duck his grandmother's seeking fingers. "Tis my fault, I fear." Garrett spoke up. "The lad was trying ta help me atop a rock, a pulling for all he was worth, not kin to Aidan and Samuel pushing from ta oother side. Lad went a floying and got himself stuck but good in a hole. Caught an edge with his cheek is all. He's a strapping lad, not ta worry." "Ah, I see ya fixed up one of those pastes Fairlight taught ye aboot. Good lad. Lets goo inta the cabin and we'll see aboot getting it oof." "Excuse me ma'am." Interrupted Sameul. "This paste, these leaves, do ya kin aboot them?" "No lad, I fear I doona kin much on the healing ways. But the Allen wimminfolk, they do." "Allen, would they be relations ta Bob Allen, friend of young Neil here?" inquired Garrett? "Aye. I'm sure they'd be honored ta have ye fer a visit whilst yer here." Aggie replied. "George can speak to Ada when he meets up wit Bob in the morning." "Oh, that would be grand, it would. Thank ye mooch." Dr. Campbell said. "And Neil, we'll meet you at the livery in the morning, same time as taday?" "Yes sir, me and the boys will be thar, to be sure." Smiling and with a last wave to the MacNeills, the doctors took their leave. Chapter 4 George decided it would be best to give a bit of instruction to the lads before he let them loose on the unsuspecting doctors. Not that they were bad boys, but just prone to mischief when you had more than one of them with another. And that Bob Allen, he was likely as not to get himself in some kind of a spot before the day was out. Better to try and prevent as much damage while he could. "Bob and Tom, now ye listen good. Neil here is in charge for the day. He decides what paths to take and when to stop, as long as ta doctors doona say different." Looking directly into each boy's eyes to be sure they understood him, George had to stifle a grin as he noticed Bob was already having a time in keeping his trousers about his generous middle, not really listening to what was being said. It could be a long day, he thought. He hoped the doctors were up for it. "Neil, no lording over the lads here, understand? They are yer friends, not yer servants. Treat them a such." Next to him, Neil felt Tom give him a slight nudge, but not so much as a twitch on his face betrayed that he had felt it. Tom would see soon enough that the doctors trusted him, that they left him to guide them and not question his every move, he didn't need to boast about it. "Aye Grandfather, I aint gonna do that." Neil replied. Satisfied that his grandson at least would behave himself, George sent them on their way. A huge grin spit his face as Bob, tripping repeatedly over the dragging pant legs, hobbled and stumbled after the other two who were wasting no time in getting on their way. It would be interesting to hear how the day went when they returned. "I tell ya, that lad must have a multitude of angels watching oover him." Declared Aidan, his companions nodding in agreement. The hunting party, minus Tom and Bob, had returned to the MacNeill cabin around dusk, the three doctors laughing uproariously as they recounted the day with each other. Neil had looked torn, clearly agreeing with the hilarity of the day, but equally indignant on his friend's behalf that these outsiders should poke fun of him. George, knowing that the tales of the day would be entertaining, had interjected quickly for the men to come inside and fill he and Aggie in on the day. Once the men had appeased the sharp pangs of hunger on the fresh quail they'd caught the day before, they began to recount the day to the older couple. Apparently it had started out well enough, but the theatrics started about the time they hit the creek. Samuel, Aidan and Tom were upstream, flushing out some deer they had been tracking. Garrett, Neil and Bob were waiting downstream for the prey, hiding in the weeds along the bank. Bob, having spied a rabbit, had slunk after it and had been so startled by the deer crashing through the woods and across the creek, he'd landed face first into the muddy shallows, coating himself with the smelly goo. The doctors had firmly refused to go on until Bob had rinsed himself as best he could in the clear water of the creek. The boy had tried to come clean, but a lingering odor had clung to him for the rest of the day. No one had been willing to follow behind him, caught in the downdraft of the sulphurous odor that Bob had exuded, causing a constant shuffle amongst the others to keep ahead of the boy. On the other hand, it was less likely that any of the critters they were hunting were likely to smell them coming either, so they didn't complain overmuch of the stink. Unfortunately for poor Bob, those sagging trousers had taken on the added weight of water and gook, making it near impossible for him to hold them up. Not wishing to embarrass himself further by drawing attention to this fact, he'd quietly slipped to into the woods to find himself a vine to use to tie around his waist. Not paying attention to anything but finding the right vine for the job, he'd been caught unawares by a mountain lion, practically tripping over the great cat before the low buzz of its growl had penetrated his single-minded concentration. With a startled yelp, he let go of the pants he'd been clutching to his waist, turned and raced out of the woods, running right out of his drawers in his panic. It was the deafening screams that the others heard first, causing them to think Bob was being eaten alive by some beast. They hurriedly backtracked along the narrow path, calling out to him so they might be able to assist him. Just as Samuel and Aidan, who were in the lead, came around a bend, out ran the lad, now clad only in skivvies and a shirt, crying hysterically about some gigantic monster following him, plowing into the two doctors and knocking them from their feet. Garrett, Tom and Neil, skidded to a halt near the pile up of bodies, eyes wide as they took in the sight before them. It was Garrett, his booming laughter filling the air and bouncing off of the mountains like a bullet ricocheting in the woods, that broke their stunned silence. There they were, the two strapping doctors, madly trying to remove the squirming and wriggling body of Bob Allen, which was now sprawled over the two of them, as he continued to scream wildly about his life coming to an end. It appeared they couldn't decide if the racket to their ears or if the wildly landed punches and kicks to their unprotected bodies was worse as they would alternate between trying to cover their abused ears to trying to protecting vulnerable body parts. "Garrett, ya fool, doona jist stand thar man, git this booy ...ooofffff" Adian's request was cut off as a flailing elbow hit him square in the stomach. Wiping tears from his eyes, Garrett moved to help his friends. Still chuckling, he grabbed the scruff of Bob's shirt and the seat of his skivvies and with a great heave, pulled him from the men. Just before he could set the lad on the ground, a loud ripping sound could be heard as threadbare fabric gave under the weight of the boy. As Bob landed with a thud in the dirt, Garrett stood with a look of astonishment on his broad face, clutching a piece of shirt in one huge hand and a piece of the lad's skivvies in the other. Having regained their breath with the removal of the lad, Drs. Sinclair and MacDougal lay on the ground, now the ones shouting out great bellows of laughter. Tom and Neil were torn between amusement and embarrassment for their friend whose backside now lay partially exposed from the dark underwear like a half moon hanging in the summer night sky, and stood indecisively a few feet away, not sure what they should do. Garrett, seeing the red climbing up the back of the boy's neck as he felt the cool air on his backside, hastened to cover him with a spare shirt from his own pack. "There lad, yer covered noow. Canna ye stand up noow and put this shirt on proper like and tell us what happened?." Garrett said quietly as he gave a warning scowl to his two companions who quickly worked to bring their mirth under control. By the time Bob gained his feet, his two friends were busily piling up the forgotten hunting equipment, carefully avoiding eye contact with their humiliated friend. Dr. Campbell had turned to give a helping hand to the other doctors, brushing the dirt away a little more forcefully than they felt necessary, but one look at his face had them holding their tongues in comment for fear they would all burst into laughter once again. Samuel was the first to compose himself enough to look after the lad who seemed destined for trouble. "There noow lad, are ye alright? Are ye hurt in any way?" Head lowered, Bob mumbled something the man couldn't make out. So, he asked again. "Lad, tell us, are ye hurt? What happened to yer trousers?" Neil, who had sidled up next to Dr. MacDougal and Bob, caught Bob's second mumbled reply and interpreted for the doctor who was shaking his head in frustration. "He says twer a huge mountain cat a huntin and chasin 'im. Scared him clean through sos he lost his hold on his drawers as he rant fer his life." Although Samuel's mouth twitched, he successfully kept his amusement in check as the boy before him squirmed in discomfiture. Calling over his shoulder to Garrett and Aidan, he said, "Lads, why doona ya go and look fer the lad's trousers while I make sure he's ok?" Nodding their ascent rather than speaking it lest they broke once more into laughter, the two took off into the woods, their lilting laughter floating back on the breeze to those in the clearing. Tom and Neil, looking a bit worried about a mountain cat being in the area, eyed the woods where the doctors had disappeared. Knowing Bob's screams had mostly likely frightened off the animal, they were still concerned that these mountain men might not show the right amount of caution and find themselves in a spot they had no knowledge of how to deal with. Seeing the boys' concern, Samuel tried to reassure them. "Twill be alright laddies. They are grown men and knoow hoow to care fer themselves." The boys nodded their agreement, but their expressions said they weren't convinced. Samuel had just finished his inspection of Bob, helping him to roll up the sleeves of Garrett's large shirt, when they all heard a crashing and cursing coming from the woods. Aidan and Garrett burst from the trees, their breath's puffing in huge gasps as they shouted to the others to gather their things and get moving. Indeed, there was a huge cat in the woods and they were not wont to stick around and see it again. The three boys looked at each other, snickering as they watched the huge men scrambling in fear to get as far down the mountain as quickly as they could. Their pace never slacking, they'd made it back to the Allen cabin in record time. Sitting now around the table, their bellies full, they could laugh at themselves for their foolishness. They all agreed they should have taken young Bob's ramblings more seriously. Indeed, young Neil had cautioned them their first day about such creatures and to take care when wandering through the mountains. George, puffing on a pipe in his chair, gave his grandson a quick wink. It was amusing to them both that these high faluttin doctors found themselves reduced to cowardice in the face of the great mountain lion when they held themselves above such nonsense before today. One good thing, they all concurred, was the offer to share a meal with the Allen's two nights hence. Zeke and Ada were right glad that these fine men had kept their young'un from harm if not mischief, and wanted to show their thanks in the best way they knew how. Realizing that these folks would most likely have some knowledge of the local remedies they'd seen Neil and his grandma use over the last three days, they were only too eager to accept the invitation. "Mrs. MacNeill, twas a foin meal again ye've prepared. We thank ye kindly. Now we must be on our way." Garrett announced. "Young Neil, we'll meet you at the edge of the ridge in the morning as we planned." "Yessir, sure 'nough will be thar." Neil responded. Chapter 5 The next several days passed in a rush for Neil and all too soon it was time for the doctors to leave. Garrett, Samuel and Aidan all proclaimed the trip a huge success, not to any small degree to their young guide. Beaming with pride, Neil basked in their praise and was humbled when they formally asked not only his grandparents, but himself directly, if he would consent to being their guide in the years to come as it was their intent to make this a regular expedition. All of the MacNeills were only too happy to agree to this arrangement. So, over the next two falls, the pattern was set. George and Neil would meet their guests at the train depot where they would still watch in amazement as the mounds of luggage their doctor friends brought, seemingly to grow in numbers with each passing year, would pile upon the platform. The doctors, two of who had now married, would comment on how big Neil was becoming. Indeed, he now fairly towered over his grandmother and would soon be taller than George, who seemed to stoop more each passing year, as if the weight of aging was pushing him down. Although George didn't venture too far from the cabin these days, having Neil come to town when necessary, he still insisted on making this trip to meet the doctors. Neil looked forward all year to when the doctors would come, bringing news and stories of his grandparent's homeland. To him, it was as if Scotland was a magical place and he dreamed of one day going there. During the year, he worked hard at the lessons his grandmother gave him, doing the chores he had always done, as well as taking on more and more of his grandparent's work, their aging bodies not able to sustain the burdens of even some of the most basic chores these days. He spent time with his friends when he could, but it seemed that opportunities to fish and hunt and share a tale or two were becoming scarcer and scarcer. But he always knew his grandparents would allow him the time with the doctors, that he needed that time away. It was the winter after Garrett, Samuel and Aidan's third trip to the Cove that the harsh life of living in the mountains took its price on the MacNeill's once again. Neil, now a strapping young man of nearly fourteen was almost constantly hungry. Winter was a particularly meager time for food and his belly was constantly growling. He never complained and refused any sharing of his grandparent's own portions of a meal, knowing they needed the vittles to keep their strength. It was, however, too much of a temptation one day after having not only cleared a path in two foot snow drifts to the barn and split wood for the fire after surprise snow storm took them by surprise, not to dip into his grandfather's beloved licorice. He'd taken his grandparents over to the Teague's for a visit the day before. Upon seeing the snow coming down in such a fury, Aunt Polly had urged them to weather out the storm with her. Worried about the animals in the barn, George had sent Neil back to the cabin alone, realizing neither he nor Aggie could possibly make the trip themselves. It had been almost a full day since he'd had his last true meal at Aunt Polly's. The dried heal of bread he'd scrounged up this morning for breakfast had long since been used up, leaving a gaping hole of hunger in his belly. He'd been sitting on his pallet before the fire, trying to doze and ignore the hunger pangs, when his eyes fell upon the old tin. He tried to ignore it, but his gaze was drawn back to it again and again. Finally, he could stand it no longer. Before he could stop himself, he'd grabbed the tin from the shelf, no longer needing a stool to reach the coveted candy, and ripped open the lid, spilling the sweets across the table. Eager fingers clamped around the two sticks closest to him, shoving them into his mouth. Unable to slow down and savor the treat as was his custom, he chomped them up and practically swallowed them whole as he reached for more, trying desperately to appease the growling beast within his belly. Before he quite realized it, all of the licorice had been consumed, leaving the forgotten tin empty on it side on the table. Chagrined by his actions, knowing he could not make it right, Neil slowly snapped the lid on the tin and left it on the table and crawled onto his pallet. George and Aggie found the lad rolling in misery on the floor upon their return early the next morning. Aggie immediately went to his side, trying to determine what was ailing the boy. "Neil lad, what's wrong with ya?" she asked him. Neil could only moan and hold his stomach. George, spying the candy tin on the table reached over and pried the lid off. Knowing the tin had been full, he understood what pained the lad so since it was now empty. So much sugar in a belly not used to being full let alone having sweets was bound to put a body into misery. "Aggie, I do believe the lad broot this on himself. Take a look, noot a one left in the tin heer." Shaking his head at the lad's lack of will power, he turned and went out of the cabin, unwilling to show his own feelings of guilt for not being able to provide his grandson with enough to eat. Neil heard the words and doubled up, the pain even more intense as guilt wracked him. Never before had his beloved grandfather talked in such a way about him. He'd let the person that meant the most to him down. "There, there Neil, twill be alright. Tis noot yer fault, truly, and your grandfather knoos it. There wasn't any food left in the cabin, I knoow. What were ya ta do to feed that hunger within ya? " Aggie tried to soothe her grandson. She'd heard his stomach grumbling on a number of occasions, as she knew George had. She also knew that it was George's own guilty feelings that had his tongue saying things he didn't mean, not really. Slowly, Aggie got to her feet, knees and joints creaking loudly in the quiet cabin. "I'll just brew ye some special tea lad. That'll ease the pain some. Then ye'll be able to rest easy. Things will be better when ye've slept a spell." But things hadn't gotten better. While Neil slept, his grandfather decided to bring in some of the logs Neil had chopped the day before. He might not be able to speak his apologies aloud, but his actions indicated his need to make atonement. On the way to the hearth, George's foot caught in a chair, causing him to fall and hit his head upon the flagstone, the resounding crack so loud it awoke Neil. There were no doctors in the Cove and although Neil had raced off to get Ada Allen to help, his grandfather had never awoken and slipped quietly away two days later. It was an angry Neil that now walked the trails and paths of the woods when he wasn't doing his chores, frequently slipping out in the night, unable to sleep. Guilt washed over him every time he thought of how his grandfather had died. So much so he was unable to deal with it and fought it with anger. Anger with the Cove for being so remote. Anger with God for allowing not only his parents to be taken from him, but his grandfather as well. Anger with the closed minded people of Cutter Gap that they hadn't accepted the Scottish doctor's offer of assistance to have a young medical student come and stay in the Cove, someone who might have been able to save his grandfather's life had he been there. So remote and angry had Neil become that even Tom and Bob no longer came by to see him. Aggie had tried talking to Neil, but he was a stubborn Scotsman, just like his grandfather, and would not listen to reason. She could see him withdrawing more and more as the months wore on and she was desperate to help him but was not sure how. She could only hope that when the doctors came for what she was sure to be their last hunting visit, they could talk some sense into the lad. Chapter 6 It was the eve before Garrett, Samuel and Aidan were to arrive and Neil could feel the old excitement stirring within him. His somber, angry mood had lightened and he'd even given his grandmother a smile at dinner. It was hard to hold on to such dark thoughts and feelings when the most treasured time of his life was about to descend upon him once again. A small pang of guilt at feeling such happiness when his grandfather was no longer there to enjoy it tried to surface, but Neil ruthlessly pushed it aside, determined to keep this time for himself. He, too, was worried that this might be their last trip over. So on a bitterly cold morning, Neil made the long trek into El Pano as the old mare they still had was not up to any long trips, let alone one with a rider. His cheeks, nose and ears, bright red like holly berries from the cold, as he stood on the platform in the same spot he'd stood with his grandfather the last three years, waiting for the sound of the whistle. It wasn't long before he heard it piercing the clear air, a cloud of steam rising above the closest mountains, signaling the train's arrival. Much to Neil's surprise, the normal ritual of unloading luggage first was bypassed this frigid morning. Instead, as one, the doctors descended the metal stairs, groaning in protest under their weight, to greet Neil. "Ah laddie, tis sooorry we were to hear of yer grandfather's passing." Garrett came forward, enveloping Neil in a bear hug, pounding him heartily on the back as men were wont to do. Neil felt a prickling behind his eyes and his nose as emotions washed over him. Fearful of showing weakness in front of the men he so admired, he chose to stay within Garrett's embrace until he felt he wouldn't blubber like a toddler in front of them. Sensing the lad's need for a moment, Garrett held him close, feeling the boy's pain as if it were his own. Indeed, he'd come to think of young Neil as a son. As he stepped back, Neil turned to Samuel and Aidan. Solemn faced, they too extended their condolences. Understanding the lad was feeling a bit raw by it all, they contained themselves with a handshake and a pat on his shoulder. "Alright then men, lets see to the luggage, shall we?" Garrett asked. This time, Neil stood side by side with Garrett and helped pile the mounds of luggage onto the platform. It made him feel good, accepted, to be assisting them even in this small ritual. For the first time in a very long time, Neil felt like he belonged. As was their custom, Neil agreed to meet the doctors that first morning at the livery. Fearful that the muddy paths after a slight thaw might delay him, Neil had left the cabin earlier than normal. He arrived at the livery ahead of schedule, only to find the doctors already there, talking amongst themselves as they checked over their gear. He hadn't intended to eavesdrop, but upon hearing their conversation, he couldn't bring himself to reveal his presence right off. "Tis a shame it is. If we'd been able to send oover young Duncan as we had discussed to doctor in the Cove, George might still be alive today!" Aidan exclaimed. "Aye, but ye knoow hoow proud these folks are and hoow wary they be of an ootsider. We cooldna jist force a man on 'em noow coold we?" was Garrett's reply. "Och no, they'd 'ave never 'ave accepted him. But what aboot if we took someone from the Cove and helped them get educated, becoome a doctor?" Neil peeked around the door, careful not to lean on the old wood and give away his presence. Garrett and Aidan stood looking at Samuel with thoughtful expressions upon their faces. They hadn't thought of bringing the education to a member of Cutter Gap, only to bring a doctor to it. "Samuel, I think ya may 'ave stumbled ontoo something thar man!" Garrett said, his voice rising with excitement as the idea took seed and blossomed in his own mind. "Oh aye, ye've ootdone yerself man." Aidan agreed. "But who do ya think is smart enough to take on this kind of an education let aloone willing to leave the Cove for a spell?" The three doctors became silent as they pondered this new idea. Each knew that it wouldn't be easy to convince a family to let a child go beyond the secure boarders of these mountains, let alone finding a lad with a quick enough mind and determination to last through medical training. Unbeknownst to them, they'd dangled a carrot before one young lad, an opportunity to escape the Cove and its confining existence, while living in that magical place he always wanted to see, Scotland. It would just be a matter of how to convince the doctors that he was their boy. Aidan eyed young Neil speculatively as for the third time that day, he'd taken the doctors to some plant in the woods, describing its wonders for treating a cough, or infection or an unsettled mind. Not only that, but the lad, while having always shared legends and stories of the Cove, was seemingly bent upon tales that shared a wealth of local knowledge on the healing ways. In the evenings, after his chores were done and the men sat appreciatively having a coffee or a smoke by the fire after a fine meal his grandmother still insisted on making for them, Neil would ask his grandmother for more lessons. They knew the lad could read and write, no small accomplishment for a mountain family, but he apparently had a need to show them just how accomplished he was at both. A swift look at his fellow doctors assured him they had noted Neil's behavior as well. "Neil lad, tis a smart one ye are for sure," Garrett proclaimed, "but why are ya wandering soo far froom the trail time and again to shoow us these plants instead of tracking the deer?" The older man thought he knew the answer to this, but wanted Neil to say it in his own words. They'd all had a suspicion the lad had overheard their conversation that first day. Neil could feel heat rising to his cheeks, but he boldly looked the man steady in the eyes. "Because sir, I reckon I wanna be a fancy doc likin y'all." Neil turned to encompass Samuel and Aidan in his gaze as he said this. Now that he'd said it out loud and the doctors hadn't laughed openly at him, it was as if the floodgates had been opened the words came tumbling out. "I NEED to. I cain't stayed heres no more. I caint. Grandfather died 'cause folks here jist won't 'llow noones different in. My own kin tried to get out, to make it better, they knowed hows it was. I want to too. Yous can teached me how to doctor. I's quick at the larning, jist ask Grandmother. I's strong, can do chores and work 'sides schooling. Please, take me wit ya! Please!" His impassioned plea went right to the hearts of the men that had become so fond of the boy. None of them knew quite what to say to the lad as they hadn't even thought of Neil as a candidate for Samuel's plan. How could they when he was Aggie MacNeill's only living relative? They could not take him away from her, leave her alone in her aging years. But hearing the anguish, the need in Neil's voice, how could they not take into account his own needs? Clasping a hand on Neil's shoulder, Garrett said softly, "Och, laddie, 'tis a hard place ya be in right noow, isn't it?" At the kind words, Neil felt tears well into his eyes. Not since his grandfather's death had he felt this kind of kinship. Fearful of losing control completely should he speak, Neil could only nod his agreement. "Let Aidan, Samuel and I think on this a bit, laddie. We canna make ya any promises, mind, but let us think on it." Garrett told him. Satisfied he'd let his desire be known to these men and they hadn't scoffed at the idea, Neil said no more. He turned and walked back to the trail, returning to his role as guide, much to the doctors' pleasure and pride. It was a fruitful afternoon of hunting they had, returning with not only a deer, but one of those elusive wild turkeys that was so hard to hunt in the mountains. Chapter 7 Upon their return to the cabin, Aggie MacNeill could see something important had happened on the hunt today. Maybe it was time for that chat with these grand men from her homeland. So, after setting Neil to cleaning to the deer and turkey out back, she bade the three men into the cabin. Neil had turned a questioning eye to them all, but knew better than to say a word. It was torturous standing out there wondering what was being said. For now that he'd had time to reflect upon his request, he was feeling guilty for he'd not once considered his grandmother in his grand scheming. Neil was nearly done with the deer when the cabin door opened and the three men came out, wishing a good evening to Aggie. They called out a farewell to Neil and without further explanation, took off for town. Frustrated, Neil watched them go, torn between the desire to run after them and demand they tell him what had been said and fear of hearing he wouldn't be going anywhere. His grandmother spoke not a word of her discussion to Neil when he finally let himself into the cabin. The knot in his stomach, now the size of man's fist, wouldn't allow him to eat much of the meal before him. Not wishing to see disappointment in his grandmother's eyes, he kept his gaze glued to his plate. He missed the soft look of love tinged with a bit of sadness that crossed the old woman's wrinkly face. Her weathered hand hovered over his head, a need to smooth those curly locks as she had when he was a boy fierce within her. But before she could give in to the temptation, she turned away, not wanting to further burden the lad she was so proud of with more feelings than he was already overwhelmed by. "Neil, lad, come in ta the cabin noow, we have soome things to discuss with ya." Samuel told him from the doorway. Neil had been sitting against a tree out front, whittling away at a piece of wood into nothingness as his mind had wandered about. It had been two days since his friends and grandmother had had their talk, no one breathing so much as a word to him as to what had been discussed. Hunting had been put on hold, although the doctors had remained in El Pano, sometimes making a trip to the MacNeill's altogether or occasionally alone. Not wanting to seem too eager, but unable to still his excitement, Neil quickly scrambled to his feet. About to drop his whittling where he stood, an instinct buried deep within had him turning at the last moment to embed the knife deep within the tree. A look of approval gleamed within Samuel's eyes as he watched Neil from the doorway. For despite Neil's impatience to learn what had been going on the last few days, the lad had taken the time to ensure the knife was properly taken care of or at least out of harms way. Those kinds of instincts would serve him well for what he was about to face. "Niel," Aggie called him to her, pointing to the stool next to her, "have a seat lad." Standing before the fire were Aidan and Garrett, the stance and size of the later resembled a huge bear standing on its hind legs and seemed to take up the entire cabin. A bit nervous now at the serious expressions on their faces, Neil slid onto the seat, nervously wiping his hands on his worn pants. "Son, I understand ye've a mind to leave the Cove." Aggie began. At Neil's stricken look, she hastened to go on. "Not that ye were thinkin aboot leaving me here, lad, but to become a foin doctor like these good men." Her gaze encompassed the men now standing around them at the table. "Neil lad, I knoow ye've not been happy these many moonths past. Yer grandfather's passing after already having lost yer folks was a hard thing to bear, more for ye than twas fer me. I'd been lookin for a way to help ya, but didna knoow hooow. "Then the doctors here, they tell me what you said to them. Hoows ye want to learn the healing ways, noot of mountain people, but with them. Is this true lad?" Not wishing to hurt his grandmother's feelings but knowing his answer was somehow crucial to the outcome of this conversation, Neil spoke quietly, "Aye." "Tell me true lad that ye want to goo to learn the medicine these men knoow. Noot just to run from Cutter Gap." This time Neil paused, for he knew at the time he'd made his impassioned plea to his friends, it was because he had wanted out of these remote mountains, to escape the confines of the narrow minded ways of these people. But over the last two days, he'd come to realize that it was more than that. He'd felt so helpless as he'd watched his grandfather slip away from them. He'd made a vow that he wouldn't ever let himself feel that way again if he had the power to change it. And learning the doctoring ways, there in lay the power. "No, tisn't why." Neil spoke quietly, conviction ringing in his very lack of forcefulness. "I's needs to learn them ways sos I can help." The air in the cabin seemed to relax as the men let out tense filled breaths. They too had been worried the lad had been looking for an escape. His calm statement had convinced them that he truly had a desire to learn, to become a doctor. "But," Neil continued, "cain't goes off and leaves ya by yer lone Grandmother. I'd a rather staid heres than leaves ya." Aggie's breath caught in her throat and she couldn't prevent a tear from escaping, making a silvery trickle down her cheek. Ah, George, he would be so proud if he were here now. She'd known Neil would feel this way, but it still did her old heart good to hear the words spoken aloud. She sensed the pride in the men behind Neil as well, that he was securing their faith in him as nothing else could have. When she got her breath back, Aggie said. "There noow lad, no need to fret so. Tis already taken care oof. I've spooken with the Spencers and with the Allens. Young Jeb will be helping me oot during tha day and Zeke will send one of the boys by each evening. It twill be foin. Ye can go and noot worry aboot me." Disbelief spread across the young boy's face, not daring to trust his ears. He whipped his head around, seeing the grins of the men behind him, their heads nodding in agreement, he felt the truth of it sink in. Turning back to his grandmother, seeing the love shinning from her eyes, the smile gently teasing her mouth, he knew it to be true. With a great whoop, Neil jumped up, cracking Aidan in the chin with his head, knocking him backward onto the floor. Despite the ringing in his head, Aidan couldn't help but join in Garrett and Samuel's laughter at the exuberance the lad was showing. Even Aggie had to chuckle as she watched Neil dance around the cabin, stopping to assist Aidan to his feet. "Well lad," Garrett boomed, "if ya shoow as mooch enthusiasm for yer studies as ya do noow, yer gonna make a foin medical student, ya are." Neil stopped, a foolish grin spread across his face at the words of his friend. "Och, aye, that I will." he said in a fine imitation of the brogue he'd heard his whole life. The men burst into laughter. Oh yes indeed, it was going to be an adventure to be sure, educating young Neil MacNeill. But not one of them had a doubt, it was going to be worth every moment. Chapter 8 It had been gloomy, the skies threatening snow, the day Neil left Cutter Gap. He'd said his good-byes to Aggie, her assurances ringing in his ears that she would be fine, not to worry, as he'd made his way to El Pano. Despite the way news flew about the Cove, none of his friends had come to see him off, not that he'd really expected him too. He knew that folks felt he was being just like his parents, thinking he was too good for them and the Cove. Still, it had hurt that even Bob and Tom hadn't come to bid him farewell. Determination burned within him. He knew he wasn't the smartest boy in Cutter Gap, nor had the doctors seriously considered him a candidate for medical training until he'd begged them to take him. He was still not comfortable in leaving his grandmother alone, beholden to neighbors for help. She had given up a great deal by allowing him to leave. Fear of letting his friends and grandmother down for the faith they'd bestowed upon him was the corner stone of his resolve to succeed. But it was the thought of the folks in the Cove, their closed minded ways that burned the fire hottest within him. He would succeed, become a great doctor, and he would show these people what the MacNeill's were about! The doctors, sensing his unsettled mood, had done their best to entertain Neil with stories of their medical school days on the train ride to New York. But it was the changes in landscape, the scenes of the towns and then cities that captured Neil's attention. Wide-eyed, he greedily sucked in all the sights and sounds he could through the train window, peppering the others with questions in his quest to know more. When they'd taken him to the harbor in New York, Neil had been struck silent at the sight of the ship he would be sailing on. Amazement clear on his young face, he'd asked them incredulously, "This be whats gits us 'cross the water to Scotland?" Indulgent smiles spread across three faces, enjoying seeing things they'd taken for granted through innocent eyes. "Aye Neil. And when we get oot to sea, ye shall see the great sails unfurl and billow in the wind!" Aidan had exclaimed, pointing upwards to the great masts and crows nest. Aidan's passion second only to medicine was boats, ships, anything that could float on water. His excitement was almost tangible as he stood there, ready to launch into speech about the venerable ship they were about to board, wanting to share his knowledge with the young lad as both Garrett and Samuel had grown tired of his "drivel" as they called it. A new ear to bend would make the long voyage much more tolerable. Neil, craning his head back to take it all in, felt himself falling backwards. His arms windmilling as he tried to defy the force of gravity. Neil let out a screech as he felt the dock fall out from beneath him and he found himself falling into space. His mouth, opened in a scream, was soon filled with briny water as the dark cold waters of the Atlantic swallowed him. Swimming in the creek back home was entirely different from a dunking in the great Atlantic Ocean and the shock of it sent Neil into a panic. His arms and legs flailed wildly, splashing more salty water in his mouth, choking him. It took a minute for Samuel's shouts to penetrate his panic. "Neil, lad, grab the ladder. Neil! Neil, GRAB THE LADDER!" Aidan stripped off his great coat, ready to dive into the frigid waters to help the boy, when Neil finally regained his senses. His thrashing ceased, blinking hard to clear the water from his stinging eyes, he spied the ladder before him. Paddling the short distance, he managed to grab the wooden ladder rung before he succeeded in drowning himself. Shivering in reaction, he couldn't seem to let go of the ladder to ascend to the dock and the doctors anxiously watching him from their safe purchase. Hands frozen as they fisted around the rough and jagged rungs wouldn't release and he could only look helplessly up at his friends. Peering up at the pale faces now turning red as blood rushed to their cheeks, he was reminded of that first year they'd come to the Cove when he'd gotten himself stuck in a crevice. A giggle escaped him as the same look of worry and concern was stamped across their countenances, releasing his frozen body, allowing him to awkwardly climb the ladder as his chilled body was stiff and uncoordinated. Aidan wrapped the boy in his overcoat as Neil found himself under inspection by Garrett. As with that time he'd been stuck in the hole, he knew he wasn't hurt. He was simply chilled and having a bit of a reaction to the fright he'd received. Shivering from head to toe, teeth chattering so loudly he could barely make out what the men were saying, Neil couldn't squeeze a word out to reassure them, let alone give any kind of signal. His body had a life of its own now and he was helpless to put the older men's minds at ease. "Laddie, are ya alright? Did ya hit yoor head on the dock? Are ya hurt?" Garrett boomed at him. It was then that Neil noticed the shaking of the big man's hands like leaves blowing in the wind. Feeling badly for giving the man who had been so good to him such a fright, he was finally able to shake his head. "Nnnooo. I'mmmmmmm fffffiiiinnnneeee." Another huge shiver overtook Neil, preventing him from speaking for a moment. "Garrett, fine. Cold." The big man sagged in relief, his shaggy head bowed, chin touching his chest, as he allowed his own nerves to settle. Aidan and Samuel, realizing that the lad had nothing more than a scare and a cold dunking, chuckled their own relief. "Oh laddie, tis an eye we moost keep oon ya it twould appear. Ya be reminding us oof yoor friend Bob Allen noow." Samual teased him. "Think we shoold tie him to the bunk men, keep him oot of trooble?" he winked at Aidan and Garret. Scowling now, Neil stood up straight, throwing off the coat. "No. Ya knowed I's not needin no keeper likes some young 'un." Embarrassment and insecurity at not knowing quite how to act in these new surroundings had him defending himself with more force than what the situation warranted. But that stubborn Scottish blood that ran so strong within the boy would not allow him to show his fear or confusion and he marched with more confidence than he was feeling for the gangplank, not waiting to see if the doctors were following. "Well noow, I'm thinking the laddie there is gooin ta doo jist foin, what say yoo Samuel?" Garrett inquired, a look of pride on his face as he watched Neil slog his way to the deck of the ship. A smile tugging the corners of his mouth, Samuel said, "Och aye, that he will. His stubbornness second only to yoors my friend." With a shout of laughter, Aidan swung an arm around each man and they followed their young friend onto the ship, each making note to keep an eye on the lad during their voyage, none eager to fish the boy out of the ocean on the open seas. It turned out their concerns were unfounded, at least for the first portion of the voyage. Neil, not used to anything but solid mountain ground beneath his feet, felt as if the ocean were going to swallow him up as the ship rode the swell of the waves, bobbing like one of those paper boats they used to float down the creek. The first several days, while confined to his bunk, Neil had been an ugly shade of green that lessened only slightly when he'd relieve himself of what little food the doctors were able to get down him. When he wasn't too busy trying to control the rolls of his stomach, he was cursing that, much to his disgust, these fancy doctors had no magic cure for seasickness. They were into their third week at sea when Neil, who'd had enough of the confines of his cabin, managed to stumble aboard deck, surprising his friends who were sure he was going to be bunk bound the entire voyage. "Why' tis Neil, arose from the grave it twould appear." Teased Samuel. Despite his jesting, he peered keenly at the pale faced lad, anxious that he might be over taxing his weakend body. Neil managed a weak smile in return as he worked to get his balance, tightly clutching the rail to keep himself upright. Although he was white as a sheet, at least he'd lost that ghastly green hue, thought Garrett. He begun to worry that they boy would go into dehydration. It had barely rained since they'd set sail so there was precious little fresh water aboard for him to get down Neil's throat. If he'd continued on with the illness, there would have been no liquids to give the lad. "Laddie, yoo sure yer ready to be aboot?" he asked him. "Och, stoop yer fussing like soome moother hens pecking away the lad. Obviously if he can make it oot of the cabin, he's dooing moore than a wee bit better." Aidan admonished the other two. "Come lad, let's set ya doown oover here. Get ya some fresh air and soome sun. That'll do ya moore good than that dark and gloomy cabin." Aidan's strong arm kept Neil from collapsing as he made is way over to a coil of heavy rope. Sighing in relief and pleasure at being outside, he tilted his head back, absorbing the warmth of the sun, his blond curls flying in the wind, a smile of pleasure blooming on his face. This felt almost as good as sitting up on his mamma's rock, lazing in the sun on an early spring day, absorbing the heat of the sun and rock while the cool breezes brushed over him. Satisfied the lad was indeed on the mend, Garrett and Samuel took of to look for some food while Aidan settled in with the boy, ready to share his passion and knowledge of sailing. He'd been so eager to bend Neil's ear when they'd boarded that his disappointment had been keen when the lad had become ill. It had been all Samuel and Garrett could to do to keep the man from whiling away the hours in their cabin with Neil, blathering on about the boats. Neil needed rest, not someone constantly yammering his fool head off. The remainder of the voyage passed relatively uneventful. Neil eventually found his sea legs and could frequently be found prowling the decks, asking numerous questions of the crew and passengers alike, always careful to avoid any spots even remotely likely to cause him injury or mayhem. Since many aboard were Scottish, their brogue was predominately heard all over the ship. Much to the older men's amusement, they watched as the lad worked to lose his mountain dialect and perfect their own. By the time they reached Edinburgh, barely a twang could be noted in the young man's speech. Chapter 9 It was gratifying to the three men to watch Neil's face as they pulled into Edinburgh harbor. Eyes wide, head twisting to see all he could, there was no doubt of his eagerness to see his new home. The lad had gone still as stone when his gaze alighted on the great castle rising majestically on the distant crag, overlooking the city. Never in his young life had he seen anything so grand, so old. "Tis an amazing sight, is it noot Neil?" Garrett had whispered in his ear. "You'll have plenty o' time to explore it while yer here." "Aye, ye reckon I kin go rights in?" Neil asked, his mountain speech slipping through as his concentration centered on the great sight before him. "Och yea, that and mooch moore lad. That and mooch moore." Over the next two years, Neil explored all there was to see of his new home while he attended grammar school. He'd settled into life there with an ease that surprised even Garrett, with whom he was living until he enrolled at the University. When he wasn't at school or helping Mary, Garrett's wife, with the children, he was off exploring the city. Although the "new city" was not left off his itinerary of things to inspect, it was the "old city" that drew him back over and over. The writer's house just off of the Royal Mile learning about Burns and Stevenson, St. Giles Cathedral, Holyroodhouse Palace, but it was Edinburgh Castle and Arthur's Seat that Neil made countless trips to, steeping himself in the history of his ancestry. The castle was not always easy to get into, being used as a military center and prison, but having made friends with one of the infantrymen posted there, he was soon gaining passage to the castle, careful to keep to himself in his explorations lest he be booted out. But what filled his soul with peace were the hikes up St. Arthur's seat. This crag, at the base of the Royal mile, overlooking both castle, palace and indeed, all of Edinburgh, rose high up into the air, allowing Neil to see for miles around him, reminding him of the ridges of the mountains of home. His favorite time to go was in the early hours of the morning, watching the sunrise. He'd even made the climb a few times in the snow, so great was his need for the solace it brought after hearing of his grandmother's death. By the time Neil was ready to enter the University and begin his medical training, he was more of a Scotsman than even some of the natives. So thick and distinct his brogue and knowledge of the rich and deep history of his grandparent's homeland, one was hard pressed to know he'd spent most of his years on a remote mountain in America. He'd also become quite skilled at the Highland games, Samuel's passion. Neil found that participating in these unusual sports gave release to his physical needs like hiking and working back home had done. He was not a lad used to sitting around. Much to Samuel's delight, the boy was a fierce competitor and had proved himself on more than one occasion as a valiant teammate. It was with great anticipation that Neil started his studies at the University. Aidan, who taught at the medical school, had given Neil a tour of the campus and settled him into his dormitory. Accommodations here were far more sparse than what he had been used to at the Campbell's, but still much more than what he'd had in Cutter Gap. While his wealthy and privileged classmates around him moaned and complained, Neil felt at home and had no problems settling in. The first year was relatively easy for Neil. Not that he didn't have to pour hours over his studies, sometimes long after his classmates had retired for the evening or taken themselves off for a bit of fun. Despite having been gone from the Cove for almost five years, the fire to succeed still burned strong within, keeping him on track and focused almost constantly. Aidan and Samuel, who were closest to the University, would spend free time assisting him with his studies. In turn, Neil spent time watching their children, telling them the tales he'd learned as a young lad from his grandparents, often times finding similarities in the tales he'd learned since coming to Scotland. It was his second year into medical training that Neil felt his resolve waiver. It was during this time that practical training, the laboratory and research classes began. By now Neil had earned a reputation amongst students and teachers alike for having an attitude. His remoteness, the distancing of himself from most of his fellow medical students and all but Aidan of the staff members had most seeing him as a bit of a snob. To be sure, some of this was due to his all consuming need to be the best doctor he could be. But in truth, much of it had to do with attitudes and backgrounds of those associated with the University. The students came from money. Lots of it. He wasn't used to moneyed folks and it wasn't that it impressed him, but neither did he know how to fit in with them. As for the faculty, they were either envious of Dr. Sinclair's association with the dedicated lad from America or they were put off by Neil's never ending questioning of their medical practices, techniques and all around knowledge. Dr. Brown, professor of anatomy, seemed the most piqued by Neil MacNiell's seeming incessant poking at anything he didn't see as logical. Not to mention being tired of hearing Aidan Sinclair always go on about the young man at faculty meetings. He'd been eager to start the new term, feeling certain he could truly test the young upstart Neil's mettle during laboratories. Neil, confident that he could see through his second year with the same hard work and dedication he'd held to during his first, had been in no way prepared for the hands on instruction the laboratories would give him. He'd heard stories of what the classes were like. The dissection of human bodies, the analysis of blood, infectious body fluids, even human organs hadn't dissuaded him from the class. After all, he'd lived in the mountains, seen nature's harsh realities, seen gashes and wounds in humans, even aided in the birthing of a calf or two. He was sure he could pass Dr. Brown's class without incident. The first full day of class found Neil and his classmates in Dr. Brown's laboratory mid-afternoon. The room was stuffy and the air close as the late August sun beat down upon the windows. Sweat beaded on their foreheads and lips as the heat enveloped them in its warm embrace. The young men chatted amongst themselves for a bit, sharing their adventures during break until Dr. Brown made his entrance. "Laddies, remoove yer coots and ties and secure the coover oon yoor chairs oover yer shirts and trousers. Dissection can be a wee bit messy depending hoow fresh our specimen is and we donna want yoor garments ruined the first day." Once the young men had done as he'd asked, Dr.Brown beckoned all ten of them to circle around the table at the front of the room. A body lay beneath a sheet, pale bony feet sticking out one end, a tuft of black hair poking out at all angles from the other. For some of them, this was their first encounter with a dead body. A few showed their trepidation by hanging back a step or two, but Neil and the rest boldly took their place right next to the table. As the good doctor proceeded with his instruction, he removed the covering from the lower extremities, exposing a grossly enlarged left leg. As he slowly made an incision on the leg, puss and fluid spurted from the opening landing on the protective coverings of some, faces of others. Pale faced, Neil stoically stood there, surreptitiously swiping the slimy goo from his own cheek as he fiercely concentrated on what the professor was saying. "This poor man, he apparently suffered from the goot. See hoow his legs are swoollen, almoost dooble in size of what they shoold. Note hoow the infection has eaten away at the flesh and moosle, turning the soft tissue black with its poison." The doctor pulled open the incision, exposing blackened, rotted flesh. Neil valiantly followed along, as did three other young men of stronger constitution than those now gagging or retching into receptacles at the back of the laboratory. And a good job he'd been doing of it until the foulest stench he'd ever smelled, even worse than the dead critters that he'd sometimes stumbled across in the mountains, suddenly assailed him as the professor stretched open the incision for a better look at what he was describing. All at once Neil felt his face turn flush and then cold and clamy, blackness swam at the edges of his sight, his stomach rolling in protest of what his eyes and nose were signaling his brain. Swaying on his feet, he fought the weakness pulling at his knees, threatening their collapse like a tent in a strong wind. The final insult to his already overrun senses was when the professor had turned to Neil, dirty scalpel in hand, and calmly placed the instrument in his sweat soaked hands. Just the feel of the infectious fluids on his palms was enough to send him over the edge and into blackness. It had been little consolation to Neil that the other three lads had also either fainted or stumbled gagging from the examining table. Dr. Brown hadn't cared either. He was more interested in this young lad from America that Aidan MacDougal had endlessly gone on about's reaction. But Neil was not about to let a weak stomach get in the way of success. So, the very next lab, Neil was front and center, ruthlessly clamping down on his roiling stomach, refusing to let his body's vulnerability overtake him. "Noow that we've examined the area of the boody that moost likely took this unlucky fellow's life, we moost take a look at the other major organs to see what effect the goot may have had oon them. Who woold like ta take a try at the next incision?" Although Dr. Brown had asked the question of the entire class, his piercing blue eyes never left Neil's face. Holding the older man's look with steady eyes, Neil took up the unspoken challenge. "I would sir." He said in a quiet, confident voice. With a quirked eyebrow, the professor handed over the scalpel. Neil calmly took it in his own hand, centering it over the dead man's chest, waiting for the next instruction. Dr. Brown proceeded with his lesson, telling Neil exactly where to cut and how to spread the ribs apart to access the organs inside the chest. Although Neil paused a time or two to take a steadying breath, he never faltered that day. One or two of the other students managed to stick with him, but the other's once again succumbed to their weak stomach's and had fled the table before they embarrassed themselves a second day in a row. That day Neil earned the respect of Dr. Brown. It was clear Aidan's high praises of the young man were not unfounded and the lad had a determination and stubbornness that would do any Scotsman proud. Although many of Neil's classmates, now envious of his ability to separate his mind from his body and concentrate on the task at hand, still shunned him, he had managed earn the admiration of a few, allowing the beginnings of new friendships. Chapter 10 It wasn't until the week after his graduation from the University, when Garrett, Samuel and Aidan had gifted him with a surprise trip up into the Highlands, that Neil truly realized how much he missed his home in the mountains of Tennesseee. Staring upon the majestic Highlands, now green and lush, waterfalls dancing wildly down the craggy rocks throughout the glens they traveled, a homesickness like nothing he'd ever felt before came over him. He now understood what had drawn his grandparents to Cutter Gap and the great Smokey Mountains, for here lay the evidence of how much those mountains across the ocean reminded them of their homeland. It had been one of Neil's proudest moments when he'd met his clansmen in Glencoe. They'd made him welcome with food and a hot fire, much like the mountain folk in the Cove would have, quietly showing their appreciation rather than boisterously proclaiming it aloud. They'd asked dozens of questions about what life in America was like, letting him know he was still considered a foreigner despite his having fully taken on not only the Scottish dialect, but their customs as well. They'd asked details of his grandfather's death, serving as a reminder to Neil why he'd chosen to become a doctor all those years ago. Neil's pensive mood had not gone unnoticed by his friends on their return journey. Although sad to lose the young man from their daily lives, they were proud that he appeared to hear the calling he had been trained for, to doctor the families of the Cove where he'd been raised. "Neil, there seems to be a heavy burden on your mind lad. 'Tis is it soomething we can help you with?" Samuel asked. Although Neil was now taller than both Samuel and Aidan, his broad shoulders and chest pushing at the seams of his linen shirt, all of them still saw him as a lad. He'd been so much a part of their lives, they each felt a father's pride in his accomplishments here in Scotland and those they knew were to come in America. "Och Samuel, Aidan, Garrett. "Tis truly many o' gift ye've blessed me with these many years. A foin education, a home to live in, work to make mooney, friendship. Who could ask for more? Truly, I love this place as if I'd lived here my life whole. But." Garrett raised one bushy eyebrow in inquiry, waiting for Neil to continue. "But I feel a need to return to Cutter Gap. You've given me the learning I needed to help thoose people there as they couldna do when me grandfather died. It's time I went back, to put to use all knowledge this foin education has given me." Looking reluctantly at each man in turn, Neil went on. "Ye knoow, I was but a wee lad when me own da was taken from me. My grandfather meant the world to me, but ye three." He paused a moment, "Ye three have been moore da like ta me then a boy has the right to ask. Its hard fer me to goo, but goo I must." Touched beyond words, the Scotsmen looked at the young man before them with love and pride shining through the tears in their eyes. No finer tribute could the lad have made to them, meant more to them, than the words he'd just spoken. "Aye laddie, and ye be a son to us all, even if ye not be of oour blood." Garrett said gruffly. "No father could be prouder. Indeed, it is with great happiness, and a touch o' sadness, we return you to your mountain home across the sea." Now, Neil thought not a little uneasily, he would need to find his place in Cutter Gap. He was not sure what was more daunting. The prospect of working through the suspicious nature of the folks in the Cove so that he could truly put his skills to use or if the possibility of another bout of sea sickness without the doctors there to care for him. Neither really mattered for his mind was made up, home he would go. Neil had been home nearly two months now, spending most of his time cleaning up and fixing the MacNeill cabin, occasionally enjoying some time fishing in the creek behind it. He'd also made a few visiting trips around the Cove, knowing the people would not be coming to him. It had been harder than he thought, most people not even answering their doors when he'd come calling. It was frustrating not to be able to put his training to use, but he knew there was no way he could force it on these people. The Spencers had been the most welcoming. Fairlight had married Jeb two years ago, having had a son just over a year later, John, and another one was on the way. They'd had him over to supper a time or two, and Fairlight had been willing to discuss some of the ways Neil had learned for birthing. Jeb had been content to smoke his pipe and listen, content as only a man secure in his place can be. They'd also been the ones to fill him in on news of the Cove. Bob Allen had gotten married to Mary Jasper and lived in the Allen cabin near the mud hole. Bird's Eye Taylor had been a courting Opal Allen, but it looked like Tom McHone had won her heart. Neil's eyes had widened at this since he still remembered Opal as the pesky younger sister that he, Bob and Tom and teased unmercifully when they were younger. A. Polly Teague was still in her cabin high up on the ridge, now alone as her children had all grown and moved out. A new missionary, a Miss Alice Henderson, and her daughter were now over at the new mission Dr. Ferrand was building. Neil had enjoyed hearing the goings on of the Cove and went to speak with as many of the people as he could, conspicuously avoiding the mission. He had no time for God, he was a man of science, and no woman was going to tell him how to lead his life. The children drew him over and over again. It was a delight to see new fresh faces in Cutter Gap and Neil understood that earning their trust first might be the key to winning over the adults. Neil, once again the guest at the Spencers for a meal, sat on the porch with Jeb in peaceable slinlence, listening to Fairlight talk softly to little John inside the cabin. His mind circled around and around on how to gain the trust and respect of those in the Cove, never settling long on one idea before it jumped on to the next. It was wearing thin on his nerves, this needless mistrust, but he was helpless to do anything more than he already was. So caught up in his own thoughts, it took him a moment to realize Jeb had spoken to him. "Neil." When Jeb realized he had the other man's attention, he went on. "I's been meaning ta asks ya, whys it so that yer talkin different nows you been off to that land called Scotland?" A bit taken aback by the question, Neil wasn't quite sure how to answer that. He knew the fiercely proud people of the Cove wouldn't take kindly to his rubbing their faces in the fact that he'd left Cutter Gap in the first place. He'd even worked hard to avoid the subject, knowing his brogue was reminder enough. Talking to folks wasn't going to win their trust, action would, or so he'd thought. That Jeb would openly question him on it was surprising if not downright shocking. "Honestly, Jeb, I doona even nootice it myself. I imagine I learned it to fit in. But being aroond it for so long, I guess it just became right for me to speak with a brogue, like my grandparents did. Doos it bother ya?" Jeb continued rocking slowly as he pondered that one. He never could understand why a body would want to leave this mountain. It held everything a person could want; beauty, peace, a means to live, family. But he wasn't so backwards he didn't know that not everyone held with the same ideas, even folks loyal to the Cove. It had been more a curiosity to him rather than an irritant that he'd asked. "Reckon I's jist trying to figures it out is all. Ye talked jist liken us when we's young'uns. Jist seemd a might strange ye'd come back a soundin different. No bother." Both men lapsed into companionable silence, each turning over in their minds what the other had said. A slight breeze blew over them, cooling the humid air to a comfortable temperature. The night insects tuning up for their nightly concert could be heard over the croaking of frogs and the hoot of a nearby owl. Neil was content to just sit a while, but knew he had a bit of hike back to the cabin and needed to be on his way. He was contemplating his departure when a rush of feet had both men rising to their feet. Ozias Holt came racing down the ridge, his chest heaving as he tried to get a breath. "Jeb, be Fairlight about?" he weezed out. "She is Ozias. What's paining ya so?" Jeb responded. "Its Rebecca. She caint breath. I'm scart she's not gonna make through the night." Ozias replied. "Ozias, is Rebecca coughing with it at all? Is she running a fever?" Neil interrupted. Ozias turned a jaundiced eye to the doctor. "Now Niel, I knowed ya went and got all trained like to doctorin ways, but we do jist fine with Fairlight. No offense, but wes jist better ofn with our own ways of doin things." Frustration ate away at Neil, his hands closing in tight fists as he stood there. Fairlight came out with a basket of onions having overheard the conversation. With a look of apology to Neil, she hurried after Ozias, telling Jeb not to wait up for her and to look after John. As they crested the mountain, Jeb heard Neil let out his pent-up breath. "You knowed it weren't gonna be easy Neil. These folks, theys used to Fairlight and Opal tending them nows that their granny's gone. Don't goes getting yerself all tied up overn it. Times what yer needing ta give 'em. Asides, Fairlight, she'd send fer ya ifn she thought you was needed." Neil knew the man was right. It didn't make it any easier to accept. He was a stubborn Scotsman and not about to give up. Neither would he fail Garrett, Aidan and Samuel to whom he'd given his pledge to serve the people of this community. To be honest, down deep, he had to admire the loyalty and the respect these folks showed Fairlight and Opal and their healing ways. He knew they did a lot to help their family and friends when they were ailing, he just felt he could do more. What was getting to him the most was the eye disease he had seen not only in the elderly, but the young children as well. He suspected it was trachoma, but obviously hadn't been allowed close enough to anyone who had it to make a detailed examination. It was heartbreaking to watch them lose their eyesight to the disease and he was anxious to research it further. Garrett had sent him home with some of his own laboratory equipment and Neil knew, given the opportunity, he could put it to good use. Oh yes, he could feel his resolve strengthening, overcoming his frustration. Indeed, he would find a way to get these people to entrust him with their care. If he could prove himself to the obstinate Dr. Brown, he most certainly could do it with these people! Chapter 11 Neil stood knee deep in the cold creek, fly rod in hand, engrossed in his fishing as the late fall afternoon sun peeked through the turning leaves. He'd spent the morning calling on the Timmons and the Holcombes, and progress of sorts had been made. The Timmons, always a family who stuck to themselves, had at least come out and chatted a few moments with him. But he'd been downright flabbergasted when John Holcombe had confided he'd had a bit of the scourge and had asked Neil what he should do. Neil suspected his patient had talked to him more because he was a man, not wanting to talk a woman about such issues, than it had to do with his being a doctor. When he'd finished his visit, he'd gone into El Pano to pick up some supplies he'd ordered from Nashville. Camphor, iodine, ether, fresh linens for bandages were waiting for him at the livery according to Ben Pentland. Ben had offered to bring them over on his next run, but Neil hadn't wanted to wait that long, anxious to get himself set up as quickly as possible, even if he didn't have any patients currently. Running later than he'd anticipated after the unexpected, but welcome, diversion at the Holcombes, it was already mid-afternoon by the time Neil made his way back on foot to his cabin. Not wishing to delay his return any longer, he'd cut over a ridge that took him over Taylor land. He knew Taylors were still running shine according to the Spencers, some things stayed more constant than others in the Cove, and he had no wish to run into Bird's Eye. He kept a sharp eye out as he made his way through the woods as quickly as he could. Neil had to choke off a scream when right before him a body rose out of the brush, a shot gun barrel pointed straight at his chest. His heart beating frantically, it took him but a moment to realize he hadn't been successful in avoiding Bird's Eye after all. As calmly has he could, he dropped his pack to the ground and raised his hands a bit, letting the other man know he meant no harm. "Whater doin down this way Doc?" the word doc being exaggerated in a sarcastic voice, letting Neil know his status held no importance with the man as he eyed him with a piercing look. "I'm just on my way back hoome, taking the short cut from El Pano to my cabin." "Well yer on my land now and I's don't want ya on it. Now git." Had been Bird's Eye's response as he'd waived his gun at him. Neil, now feeling a bit more in control, arched a shaggy brow in mock arrogance, knowing if he showed any weakness to the other man, he was in for more trouble than he was looking for. "And what do ya have against me man that I canna use this path to see me hoome? I want noothing from ya, just wish to get to my own place." Bird's Eye's face twisted up in a scowl, "Nona yer biness. Jist git yer things and git afore I change my mind and put some shot in ya." It was then Neil noticed the angry red scratch on the back of the man's hand, puffy and oozing as if infected. "What'd ya do to you're hand Bird's Eye? It looks to be infected and should be cleaned." "Don't ya be makin no never mind 'bout me. Jist a git." Knowing the man wouldn't relinquish control of his shot gun long enough for Neil to inspect the wound, he simply said, "Listen, I've some iodine here in my pack. Let me leave you a bottle. Wash out the woond and pour some of this on it. It shoold help take care of the infection." Under Bird's Eye's suspicious gaze, Neil had opened up the pack at his feet and extracted the small glass bottle, leaving it on a log near by. He slung the pack over his shoulder once again and started on his way, not daring to look back and see what the other man's reaction was. He thought he did hear a harumph and mumbling about some people jist not knowing how to leave well 'nough alone, acting like some of them durned wimmin, always a meddling. Thinking back on it now, it seemed that maybe he'd made another small success. Not that winning Bird's Eye Taylor over would have any impact on the rest of the Cove. He was meaner than a snake and aside from Opal Allen, he didn't know of a sole in the Cove that spoke to the man. Just as he made another cast into the calm clear waters, Neil heard the crack of a twig breaking behind him. He reeled in his line and turned toward the bank, slowly walking out of the cold water, not wishing to scare off whomever was hiding in the foliage. After a moment, he saw a blond head pop up. Huge brown eyes peered at him from a dirty face, warily watching his every move. Recognizing Ault Allen's boy, Jacob, he calmly put away his gear, waiting for the boy to make the first move. "Doc." He whispered, as if fearful someone might overhear him. "Yes Jacob. Is there soomething I can do for you?" Neil spoke quietly as well. "I aint supposed to be here. Pa'd skin me fer sure ifn' he knew. But Fairlight, she'd done said you'd be the onliest one who might be ables ta help." Neil tensed, sensing something important was going on here. Something that would require his knowledge and skills as a doctor. Not wanting to alarm the boy further, he continued to put away his gear and wipe off his hands. "And what doos Fairlight think I can help with lad?" Easing out from his hiding place, Jacob came to stand in front of Neil, his face solemn, his brown eyes serious. "It's Bob. He's done got hisself caught in the grinding stones at the mill. The mens all thar, wantin ta lift the stone oft, but Fairlight's akeepin 'em from doing it. Says Bob'll bled to death ifn they remove it now." Neil, understanding the urgency of the situation now, raced back to his cabin to grab his medical supplies, calling over to the boy as he went. "Jacob, grab my gear, put it on the porch while I get my things." As he threw items he thought he would need into his bag, he cursed the fact that he had not yet found himself a good horse. He'd been too busy getting his supplies that he hadn't the funds nor the time to look for a mount. Now precious time would be wasted while he raced after the young Allen instead of riding to the scene. There was quite a crowd gathered at the mill by the time Neil and Jacob ran up, both out of breath from the long run they'd made. Bob lay on the floor, his leg caught between the two huge, heavy stones used to grind the grain, blood seeping out of an apparent wound, staining the pale stones crimson. In front of him stood Fairlight and another woman Neil hadn't met, but from her mode of dress, he surmised to be the Quaker missionary, blocking the men from gaining access to Bob. Fairlight flicked a quick look at Neil and said. "Ault, Mary, Neil's here now. Let him take a look. I knowed Bob's gonna bled something fierce ifn' y'all lift that stone. Neil kin what needs be done when ya do." Ault didn't look like he was going listen to anything Neil might say and Mary stood there looking scared and unsure of what to do. Bob moaned then, his head rolling side to side as he desperately clutched his thigh, trying to stem the pain. It was clear the man was losing the battle, close to losing consciousness as the pain became unbearable. "Mr Allen, thee knows what Mrs. Spencer says is true. Thee can see thy brother is already bleeding. 'Tis only the pressure of the stones that are keeping it from pouring from him. If the doctor can help, let him. It could mean thy brother's life." A bit surprised at support from this source, Neil eyed the woman a bit more closely. She held his gaze, almost daring him to say different. Shrugging, he turned to Ault and Mary. "Tis true, what Fairlight and this woman" he briefly glanced at the Quaker standing next to Fairlight. "Alice Henderson" she filled in. "Miss Henderson say. Bob's artery has been crushed. If you lift the stoone without proper care and apply pressure, he coold bleed to death in minutes. We must suture the artery while pressure is still applied to prevent that from happening." Desperate to have them believe him, Neil focused on Mary. "Mary. Please. I knoow I've been away from the Cove, but I didn't leave to abandon my friends. I went to get the knowledge, the training, to deal with situations just like this. Please, I knoow hoow to save Bob and his leg. Let me do it." Mary wavered for a minute, watching Neil, fighting between what she knew and understood and what he was offering her. It was the conviction in his voice, his stance, his very being that decided her. Tears streaming down her face, she turned to Ault, putting a small hand on his beefy arm. "Ault, lets Neil try. I caint lose Bob now. We're gonna be havin us a baby. I need my man alive, in one piece." Ault stared at Mary for a moment and then looked at the others gathered around. He knew Fairlight would never forgive him if he didn't allow Neil a chance. Obviously she didn't feel she could handle this herself and he sure knew he couldn't. With a snort, he shrugged off Mary's hand. "Fine. I'll not be no part of this. Ifn anything 'appens ta Bob, itd been on yer head MacNeill." Ault growled as he stormed out. Neil heaved a huge sigh and bent to work on Bob, calling out orders as he went. A table was cleared and Opal spread a blanket across it. Alice Henderson took Neil's bag and laid out his utensils, asking Jeb Spencer to get a fresh pan of water for her. Neil had Tom McHone and John Holcombe hold Bob down as he secured a tourniquet around his thigh. Once that was in place, he had the other men wedge a long piece of wood between the stones, giving enough leverage for the two men holding on to Bob to pull him out and lift him to the table. Once the injured man was on the table, much to Neil's surprise, Alice took the ether and a cloth and placed it over the man's face, easing him into unconsciousness while Neil feverishly worked to remove the tattered pieces of his trouser from the wound. He was relieved to see that the bone itself had not been crushed, but rather the soft issue, muscles and veins had taken the brunt of the injury. As he had suspected, the artery had ruptured, requiring suturing. He turned to thread his needle to do just that only to find it already prepped and waiting for him. He lifted a questioning eye to Miss Henderson who simply waited for his next instruction. They had worked well together from that moment on. Alice Henderson had been an amazing assistant, clearly knowledgeable about medicine and surgical proceedings, never once backing down. Not even when he'd repeatedly had her clear the wound of blood so he could see what he was doing. It was exacting work to ensure that the artery and leg both could be saved, but Neil made sure he put to use every bit of medical training he'd received to make certain he did just that. When he'd finished, Neil turned to Fairlight and Mary who hovered in the doorway. "I've doone what I can. There is no guarantee that he still won't loose his leg or have problems because of the injury, but I'm reasonably certain he will experience neither. Mary, you moost keep him quiet and off of that leg until I say ootherwise and make sure the bandages are kept clean. I'll coome by in the morning and check on him." Mary nodded and allowed Fairlight to take her over to the cabin where the men had carried Bob when Neil was finished. Neil and Alice followed them out of the mill into the twilight. "Tis some amazing work thy did back there doctor. Twould appear thy talents will be put to good use here." Neil turned a disbelieving look to the older woman next to him. "And what makes you an expert on my skills or what this Cove needs?" "Doctor MacNeill, I may not be formally trained in medicine, but mission work does go beyond spreading the word of God. Many are the times that I've assisted in aiding those in need of medical services. Do not doubt that I understood that was no easy feat thy accomplished in there. Neither should thy doubt that this will go a long way in putting trust in the hearts of thy neighbors. I've been here long enough to understand its not easy winning the trust of these people." With that, Alice Henderson took her leave. Neil watched her go, wondering how a Quaker woman had made it to these remote mountains. He leaned back, stretching out the kinks in his back. As he straightened, Uncle Bogg, now the Cove squire and unofficial leader, separated himself from the others, making his way to Neil at an unhurried pace. "Looks like yer schooling stuck Doc. Was some fine work yas done in thar for Bob Allen. Spectin folks seed that fer themselves. Ummhmm." Tipping his hat, Bogg wandered off into the dark. Neil sagged back against a tree, his legs quivering in reaction. His tired mind tried to make sense of what just happened. As Bogg's words sunk in, a slow smile spread across his whiskered face. Looking up into the star studded sky, he felt his grandparent's presence, as if they were standing there, celebrating the moment with him. No doubt, this was only the beginning, that there would be more battles ahead. But for the first time since coming home, he truly felt the love and trust his grandparents and friends had placed in him had been fulfilled in his work. With a humble and full heart, Neil packed up his things and made his way home.